love in separation (Completed)

MY LORD

To be honest I had no idea when I fell for him. Was it when I first saw him in Dwarka or was it first time I heard of his all accepting nature, I would never know. But one thing was sure since the day he came into my life I changed completely. Those dark brown eyes that are always a perfect combination of love and mischief,  the way he laughs and directly captures the heart... The way he closes his eyes halfway as he plays on his flute the most divine and breathtaking song of all time.  The way he teases me when he wants to prove something. How he makes me want to hug him tight and hide him from various eyes of universe so I can just protect him from evil.

I smiled at my thoughts as I uttered the lines I have heard in my childhood once...

Aaja piya sawre
Palak dhaak tohe loon
Na me dekhu gair ko
Na tohe dekhan du

Its meaning was so misguiding. I used to think these lines signalled to hide the lover from the eyes of others but I was wrong. The lines Meant that when my lover resides in my eyes these eyes do not want to see any one ever and the next line meant the uncontrollable desire to protect her lover from the evil minds of world.

Anyways I laughed at my so called thoughts. I have always been like that when it comes to love.  Many years in my life I was always alone not having any interest in the so called modern thoughts of dating and all and honestly never paid enough attention. I had resigned myself to my fate of being alone when we visited Dwarka. When I saw Krishna I was lost and turned mad forever. Something about him was mysterious for when he smiled it was a symbol that he knows what's gonna happen. Never in my life have I met someone so dynamic and charming that once he was in my life it became impossible to even imagine it without him. So it was totally not my fault I fell hard for him.

Since I was a child I had always idolised lord Krishna as my life partner and sure to marry him and him alone but when he came into my life I felt that Lord Krishna himself has taken birth on earth to fulfill my desire.

Off course I am not that great that swayam bhagwan will come to ask for my hand in marriage it was just a feeling.

My husband was not one in million but he was just one. None can match his excellence and aura. He was out today I was just waiting for him to come back home. I had prepared his favourite dishes for I know he loved food but he had a condition which was offering of unconditional love that he himself was perfectly capable of giving to his near and dear once. And he had a guilty pleasure...butter. Even at this age he was a fully grown adult but when it comes to butter he was like a child Krishna - the butter thief.

I laughed at his multi folded personality. I was really lucky to get him as my husband.

As I was lost in my thinking two hands covered my eyes. I knew he was back. I turned around to give him a welcome hug when I noticed how much he was smiling.

"What's the matter? " I asked him fondly.

"Just seeing how oblivious and naive you have always been." he replied with a slight smile.

"That's because I have you as my guide and life partner. I trust you so much Lordy." I answered back.

"That's true. You will always have me as your life partner. After all you had made me yours since your childhood. The day you gave yourself to Kanha he found a way to enter in your life" he said as if hinting something.

"Off course because my Kanha loves me, " I said confidently.

"Never doubt that, " he said as he held my hands into his own. A loving and knowing smile on his face.

"Looks like you will never identify me, " he teased as he finally sat down on the table to begin our dinner.

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A small story just to satisfy my fantasy. How was it. What you guys would say the central idea of story was...would look forward to your thoughts.