True love fw☆y/n

don't leave me

A week. Thats the time my siblings weer in coma, my mother was dead and I, I've lived by Sadie. But most of my time I was at the hospital. Just sitting next to my siblings reading them storys telling them what happened in their class at school. Sometimes one of their friends came to visit with their parents, they brought little gifts and while their kids were talking to my siblings the parents would ask me how I was doing.

How are you doing? One simple question but why was it the hardest to answer.

Tomorrow it's my mother's funeral. A part of me really hoped my siblings could be their but a part of me was happy they didn't have to go through this.

It's been such a stressful week. And the worst part is, I'm not even sure if my siblings are gonna get out of it alive. I hate this. I'm happy I had these new amazing friends...
Wyatt, and Sadie were the best. And then there was Finn, he was always with me and he always knew exactly what I needed. He walked outside when I needed space even if I didnt ask for it, he hugged me when I needed comfort and gave me the best pep talks. I'm so lucky with him.

Today was the same as always, I was reading a book for my siblings and Finn did the funny voices. We were reading 'the little prince' I know it was my brother and sisters favourite. Me and my mother read it to them for years and later on they did it all their self, they would make a little play and sometimes even a song about it, they would sing it all the time. It was awful but me and my mother loved it. When the memories came back I started crying again and Finn came up to him and hugged me. We just sat their in a comfortable silence. I don't know if my siblings heard what I said, i hoped so. Then I heard something behind me. It was a long beep coming from my brothers side of the room Finn immediately ran outside the room and screamed for a nurse or doctor or whoever's was the closet. I ran to my brother, it was happening. He was giving up on me.

"Please, please don't leave me. Don't give up on me. Please stay. Don't go." I wanted to scream but I couldn't I had to much pain my voice was gone. When nurses and doctors came in they send me out of the room. I didn't want to go but I had to. I went outside, my eyes looking for Finn who was already outside the room and I hugged him so tight. He is too young, this can't be happening it can't! Not with him, he was such a great boy. He was always honest because he hated lying, he was always laughing at my stupid jokes because he just felt bad for me that no one laughed. He was such a happy and sweet person. I loved him with my whole heart. He can't be gone he just can't.

Finn sat me down on a chair in front of the room still trying to calm me down. I was crying so much it hurted my eyes. After a while the dokter came through the door with a sad face. I almost jumped out of my chair but when I just looked at his face expression, I felt it. I felt my pain my fears my weakness. I busted through the door to my brother. The dokter trying to stop me but he couldn't. I looked at him laying on the same place he had before, with a blanket over his head. I walked to him, pulled the blanket away and stared at him.
The dokter stood behind me.
"I'm sorry, we couldn't save him"
When I heard those words I broke although I already knew he was dead but those few words made it real. He was gone and never would come back. I fell on the ground, I lost all of my strength. It was like all my last hope, joy, happiness was just gone. I felt so miserable. I hated myself for not being able to save him.

I lost two of the most important people in my life and I would never be able to get them back again.

I sat on my sisters bed when I felt something strange on my hand.
It was her, she moved. She's back! Speaking about bad timings...