Bittersweet Memories ~ Nemi

14.

NICK P.O.V.: I jumped a little when Joe opened the door abruptly.

Joe: hey bro

Nick: hey (we walked into the house and Sophie smiled at me when we stepped into the living room)

Sophie: Nick, sit down...I made some coffee for us

Nick: alright, thanks Soph (we all sat, they were in the sofa and I was on a couch)

Joe: Sophie told me you wanted to talk about-

Nick: Demi? I do (they nodded at me)

Joe: you saw her yesterday?

Demi: I did, but we both froze

Sophie: didn't say hi? (I shook my head)

Nick: someone pushed Camila Cabello and she spilled some drink in me, when I tried to look back at Demi she wasn't in the party anymore

Joe: she just ran? (I nodded) how are you feeling?

Nick: terrible maybe? I don't even know which words are the right ones to describe it

Sophie: how did you feel when you saw her?

Nick: it kind of broke my heart even tho I was happy to see her

Joe: Nick, you still feel something, right? I mean, you still love her as a friend, am I right?

Nick: of course, I don't think I'll ever be able to not love her as my friend, we've been friends since we were 14

Joe: why don't you try to talk to her?

Nick: what? The last time I tried to you know how that went

Sophie: it's not the same, you already saw each other face to face...maybe she has some feelings found too

Nick: I'm positive she hates me (Joe chuckled and I glared at him)

Joe: okay sorry, it's just that...I don't think she does, it's Demi...she'd never hate you like you'd never hate her

Nick: I don't know anymore (I cupped my face with my hands and they shook their heads at me) what?

Sophie: you look destroyed, miserable

Joe: broke, horrible

Nick: well, thanks (I said shrugging and they slightly laughed making me smile)

Sophie: I just think you should talk to her and tell her that...are you sorry about everything you did?

Nick: I am, I really really am sorry for leaving her side when she asked me to stay with her...there's nothing in the world I regret more than that

Joe: and the fact that you, big piece of shit didn't invite her to your wedding

Nick: I already told you that she was just put of rehab and that wouldn't went fine anyways, it could've been really bad to be honest

Sophie: why?

Nick: to begin with, she never liked Priyanka...ever since I told her I was talking to her

Joe: well, she likes Priyanka, she just never thought she'd be the right one for Nick

Sophie: did she tell you that? (I nodded and she sighed) I'm surprised you even married her after Demi told you that Nick

Nick: what? I love Pri

Sophie: okay, I get you do but she was your best friend, do you think she would've said that if she wasn't sure of what she was saying? I think you should've gave that a second thought

Nick: whatever, it's done now and Pri and I are fine

Joe: you are? (He asked after frowning)

Nick: yea, why?

Joe: not to be rude or anything but you don't look half as happy as you were the first three months

Nick: what?

Sophie: he's right

Nick: you're reading way too much into it guys (they shrugged) and stop doing that, you scare me even

Joe: what? It's not our fault that we're synchronized

Nick: whatevs (they laughed and I smiled)

Sophie: where's Priyanka?

Nick: she left the town, some movie I think

Joe: you're alone today?

Nick: and tomorrow (they nodded)

Sophie: wanna have dinner with us?

Nick: I love you both but I think I'm gonna pass, I wanna be alone tonight

Joe: okay, if you change your mind, we'll be here

Nick: thanks