His love

On my own

I feel like my life is a record and the one they decided to play was 'chaos' putting it on repeat. I never wanted to go back to the place that didn't want me- and I'm not- exactly. I'm starting in the region where a vampire was first spotted; also where the salem witch trials took place- massachusetts. At the time massachusetts was a colony but today- it's a city called Danvers- a town of 27,000 just a short car ride away from boston.

I figured I might go off school history and the history of each story in level d. This is the direction it pointed me in, if desmond didn't get sick he would be able to take me to the direct location, but this is what I have to work with right now.

When the plane landed I was so happy to be back in a place I knew which direction to go in a roundabout and how much something will cost without getting a currency exchange. The first thing I want is a giant cheeseburger from sonic- it may not be healthy but I am craving it. I purchase a rental car for 2 weeks with the credit card I kept in my jewelry box. Now I begin my search for a women named 'Ka'.

If I've learned anything from the history books- witches want to lay low, blend in, assuming this they just might have children who are unable to control there magic possessions. Today is wednesday- school just started and by the time I make it to the nearest school it will be recess.

If Iris's picture was 1838, And the rumor of this witch being her personal witch I'm more than likely looking at a 5th or 6th generation, so I won't get direct answers because they may know just enough about her to find whatever I'm looking for.

I pull up to the first elementary school and see little kids being kids- jumping, running, sliding, even swinging around on a small playground. There are 15 public schools and I have two weeks to check them out and I plan on going undercover in all of them. I park the car, exit the vehicle.I adjust my nanny skirt, pull back my hair into a ponytail,straighten out the glasses and now I'm ready for my alias.

"Miss.rajnuer?" It sounded better in my head. Amy Rajnure, it still does.

"No, Just Amy- I wanted to volunteer my hours mainly for 4th and 5th graders." I assume that's what I'll be dealing with.

3 DAYS LATER

Nothing- this school tried my patience with each naggingly sick child- repaying me by giving me nothing.

For the next week I would cross each school off my checklist with a red pen one by one I would be getting down to my last school, a private school in fact. I only had two days left on this car- my money was getting less- I had maybe $16,000 saved up in this card but now I have $14,050, I've spent money on hotels and food alone- not even going to touch the subject of how much I've paid in gas; so if this proves to be absolutely nothing I'm going to be upset- meaning the witches I'm looking for aren't here.

Today I decided to diss the librarian look- I'm just going to get a million questions from these kids. When I was a teenager we dressed in long sleeve turtle necks and bell bottom jeans, that is what our mother told us to wear. But now a days you get wear a bra to school and get away with it.

They allowed me to help the 3rd graders because the 4th and 5th graders were on a school trip- I had to accept or they would have thought I was a threat.

I walk into the class, my eyes drawn to the only student in the classroom with the teacher, she's crying as well. I quietly knock on the door my hand grasping my purse.

"Is this Miss.Wilson's classroom?" The little stands up- then she's gone. The teacher looks behind her and brings her hands together resting on her lap- bingo. I've got both of them right where I want them, they only reason for a teacher not to freak out about a child disappearing would be if that is her child. I close the door behind me, the teacher surprised.

"Can I help you?" The teacher asks. I bring my hands to a close and point them towards her-

"Yes, you can. I'm wondering about a woman named Ka?" I look straight at her waiting for a reaction- she jumps out of her chair- fidgeting with the papers laying on her desk trying to organize.

"Nanna!" A little girl says from a smaller chair beside me. Nanna? How would a(n) 8 or 9 year old now a 5th great grandmother unless she's heard a lot of stories or- she can visit her.

"Ka was my 4th great grandmother- a witch- I'm sure you knew that already being that you're here- looking for me. If you are looking for me, that's mean you're matanica. I have to leave town at once or other's will know of my location and I can't risk that for my daughter-"
"I need your help-" She walks over to her cupboard and pulls out a map,

"My Grandmother was never Iris's witch but there is a witch who knew my mother and Lady Elizabet. My Grandmother told me I should do whatever it takes to help a Matanica but I don't trust any of you- I fear you're going to bring this world to its extinction."

I take the map from her hands and thank her- I didn't spend much time there because it made her uncomfortable. She said that I would end up chasing the same dead ends that two before me had; but this feels like I'm going into the right track. If I don't, I don't want to be the reason this world goes back into chaos, so I would leave it.

I hop back into my car opening up the map, I didn't even have to look very hard because the location that's circled is very familiar to me- my hometown, michigan.

I turn into a parking lot because I need food, I also need coffee because this drive is 12 hours long.

I open my car door and sit down placing my coffee into my drink holder- an Iced coffee with two pumps of vanilla and heavy cream.

"Where are you going?" He said. I scream nearly passing out from my heart pumping so fast. I turn around- my mouth dropping to the floor, I shake my head.

"What are you doing here?" I snap.

"I'm not- Majika was worried and so was-"

"Desmond- I'm not coming back." I announce. I back out of the parking lot, getting ready to drive to michigan.

"What? Why?" He asks.

"I don't want to hurt you over the pride of being in love with you. If the cost of our love is your death- I don't want that for you, nor would I wish that on anyone. So, I figure that this would be the best way for me to stay far from you, I can't hurt you, Majika agrees with me. So, goodbye Desmond."

When I looked behind me he was gone. It hurt but I knew it was the thing to do I had something I needed to do and I needed to do it alone.