The Last Hope

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I'm the last hope

I aspire to have a career

Have a family

Buy my mama the car she deserves

Get my family out of the ghetto

Give my cousins chances other than criminality

Everybody took the wrong path

And now I'm the last hope

I want to make mistakes too

Not always be the best

Smartest, realest, the dreamer,

The last hope

I want to have fun

Enjoy my younger days

Let go

Not be serious and professional

Even if it is for a day

But... I'm the last hope

For them

Maybe even for me

But, yesterday I lost the last hope

And what's now left

Is a sea of shattered dreams,

Memories- rather painful ones- and a picture

One of those you look at

Thinking about all the ifs

Realising there's nothing you can change

Opening a wound you had never known about

Which I'll now have to put up with

Because I decided to look back

Focusing too much on being someone's last hope

When I really only have myself

And that self is not only my last hope

It's my one hope

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