Regret

18. jealous

I was walking down the corridor, thinking about the only person that can cross my mind without any warning. Hermoine when someone grabbed my collar and pushed me against the wall. It would have been great if this was hermoine but it wasn't. And after I saw the person's face all I could see was red.

Ron Weasley.

"Looks like you grew a pair of balls to put your hands on me"  I looked at him with a playfull look in my eyes.

"I won't let you take her away from me" Ron growls on my face, made me wanna punch him to death.

"Her? .... Oh by her you mean the girl you cheated on with your helper boy" I answered back with disgust in my voice.

It shook him for a moment, because he ended up taking a moment to reply back. " I know that she still loves me Malfoy I'm her first love" he said while looking in my eyes  "and who are you ? A filthy death eater who doesn't even deserve her"

When he said the world  "death eater" it made me think that why is hermoine still with me if she doesnt love me like she loved ron.

" Too bad for your little pea brain to think that she doesn't love me, she does because I treat her right asshole I don't go around cheating on her" I said with a little assurance radiating off my voice. It made Ron loosen up his grip a little. 

"I'll kill you, if I can't win her back" .For  Salazar sake , had he gone crazy ? He was talking to draco Malfoy. It felt like he had a death wish.

"And she'll kill you" I said back with confidence. I put my hands around him and turn him around by force , which made him cry out in pain.
"  Don't look at her, don't talk about her, and don't even think about her because I'll kill you if you do" I said with anger, it made him go tense because of the way I said it. I threw him on the floor and he groaned in pain.

I started walking while dusting my suit. I stopped and said   " One more thing Weasley put your hands around me again and you're dead meat" .I didn't even turn back to look at his expressions and walked away from there. Continued my day as if nothing happened. But at the back of my mind , i was uneasy about this confusion Ron gave me. Maybe she might still go back to him if he promises her everything I can't give her.

I was walking with my head down I didn't wanna see hermoine today. I didn't know what to say to her. I didn't know if I wanted to ask this question to her or not. I bumped into someone and Thought to myself here we go again, bumping into people. I looked up and it was Hannah looking back at me with a smile. "Hey , how are you?" She asked happily. "I'm great, tell me about yourself , I haven't seen you in the dorms lately" I replied back. Mostly at the start of the year she would have been by the fire studying for her quizzes or reading some kind of muggle books. She was just like hermoine. Crazy about her grades and crazy about stuff no one else cared about. " I have been meeting up with McGonagall"  i tilted my head in response , showing my confusion " it's not confirm yet , but there are way we can remove the scar we all carry and hate from our bodies permanently"  I was looking away and drifting into my thoughts about hermoine but when I heard that I shoot back my eyes to her and said "WAIT!! REALLY? WE CAN GET RID OF THAT?"  I started jumping up and down , holding Hannah's hand and she says between the jumps "yes, but don't get your hopes up so soon. I'm still working "

I was too excited to care about " I know BUT IM SO HAPPY"  I pulled Hannah Into a friendly hug and after a few minutes I let her go only to see my death standing Infront of me. Oh no! What was hermoine doing that. Why was I still holding hannah. I let her go quickly.

She looked at me with disgust and walked furiously away from me. I ran after her without saying bye to Hannah. "Hermoine , wait up " I said while running behind her . I reached for her shoulder but Instead of grabbing it like I thought I would. Hermoine turned and I crash landed on the floor.

"It wasn't like that, I swear " I said , still on the floor. "I don't care, Malfoy" what did she mean by that? She didn't care if I was talking to a girl or if I was cheating on her. "Hermoine, listen to me ,be rational" as soon as those words left my mouth, I ended up regretting them.

"BE RATIONAL DRACO? WHERE WAS YOUR RATIONALITY WHEN YOU WERE HUGGING HER ?" she screamed at my face.

I tried to calm her down by outing my hands on her shoulder. But she took a few steps back.

"I'm sorr-" she cut me off by saying "all men are cheaters and I'm the only one crazy enough to believe they can really love someone more than themselves" she turned around and started walking away.
"I AM NOT A CHEATER, NEVER COMPARE ME TO RON. " I scream back at her. She stopped but didn't turn to look at my face. I sensed that she realized that her words hurt me.

I walked up to her and said with a calm soothing voice "I wasn't cheating on you princess, I can never do that believe me okay?" She didn't reply back so I guessed she was waiting for an explanation.

"Hannah told me that she's working on a portion that can remove the scar from our hands, the death eater scar" I said with a low voice. She knew how much I hated referring to it. She turned around and looked at me With shock "really?" She asked as if she couldn't believe it like I didn't. "Yes but she said she's still working , that's why I hugged her, I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that".

Hermoine looked at me with a worried expression. " I'm sorry I said all that Draco, I really didn't mean. It" she said with sorry in her voice.

"Just never compare me to him, I'm not a cheater. I can't hurt you because I love you hermoine." "I love you too" she said while wrapping her arms around me for a hug.