Regret

5. Carriages and Roses.

 She fell asleep right beside me. Her head was on my shoulders and her hair smells like roses.

I remember when I was little I used to walk around my garden with mum and she used to tell me the names of all the flowers and I also remember how I loved to say roses.

And this emerald handkerchief is soft just like the petals. She forgave me even after what I did to her. She forgave ME. The handkerchief meant more to me that she knew.

Maybe maybe we can be friends. Maybe..

I was lost in my thoughts when grangers slightly lifted her head and looked straight in to my eyes.

No one spoke.

'Malfoy'.. she said.

'Yes' I replied.

'Please let go of my hair' she said with a smile.

'Oh sorry' I was caressing her hair with my hands

'You are such an idiot' she said with a teasing smile,

'Excuse me?' Did she just call me an idiot? Ouch.

'Just because I forgave you, doesn't mean that I cant be mean to you'.

'Well' I wanted to call her a squirrel sooooo…

'You are Miss Ugly squirrel then.' I said laughing.

'What?!'

'SQUIRREL' i said loud and clear.

'WHY... WHY AM I A Squirrel?!' she should know at least.

'Look at those teeth'

Well... She sputtered. 'They're perfect.' She said.
I knew that already.

'Ha! In your wildest dreams maybe.'

I said that and strutted out of the compartment. I was going to look for Blaise because I feared that loony might have turned him into a horse of something.

Dear Merlin! I have been walking around looking for them for what seems like an hour, where are they? I gave up.

I went back to the compartment and opened the door.

There they where.

'Where were you?' Blaise asked me

'Me? Where were you?'

'Here the whole time'

'WHAT!'

'When you walked out, I walked in but Granger stopped me from getting you'.

I looked at Granger and there was that mean girl smile on her face. It looked good on her.

'Oh! you ugly ass squirrel' I said laughing.

After another hour or two, we reached, Hogwarts, here I come.

We walked out of the train and from we I mean, Blaise, loony , granger and me.

We were all laughing and for the first time in a long while, I felt normal.

When suddenly out of no where weaselette popped out and said,

'Did they hex you?' To loony and granger.

'What?' Granger asked bewildered.

'No! Why?' She replied.

'Well.... you are talking and laughing with MALFOY' she said with a very weird expression.

So? I thought

'You know, Draco -asshole, called you mudblood, stood by and watched that bitch torture you-Draco.' Ginny said with a snarl.

Wow. They really loathed me. Nice to have a reminder.

'Oh Ginny, we've resolved our issues.'

'Okaaay...? Just.. Keep your distance from her malfoy.' She addressed me.

'Okay you weasley weirdo.'

After a few more, well no... A lot more taunts, she left.

I was getting my luggage and Granger was getting hers, when someone tapped on her shoulder and she looked behind her.

It was Weasley.

'Mione' he sounded desperate.

'sorry Ron not now I can't. Please.' She looked frustrated and upset.

'I'm sorry' he apologized.

It seemed like a stupid apology, whatever it was for.

'For what ? Ron, huh? WHAT?' She was getting angry.

'I can't change my-' he started to say when she interrupted him.

' I know and I never asked you to but at least you could've told before you cheated on me'. She all but yelled.

what is happening.

'mione i-i-i'

he cheated?

'GO AWAY RON OR ELSE' 

wow she is angry and even more scarier . Didn't think that was possible. I saw her hand itch towards her wand.

'Woah hey Granger look at me. No hexing. Weasel, LEAVE before she hexes the crap out of you even though that would be fun for me to see.'
I said because I knew that granger would not hesitate.

'MALFOY. YOU ARE NO-ONE TO TALK TO ME AND DO NOT SAY HER NAME.'
Granger turned around and said, 'you should listen to draco and leave' very coldly.

'weasley, last warning, granger might not hex you but i sure will NOW SHOO' i said while i was drawing out my wand.

He hesitated but eventually left, muttering under his breath.

She looked to the ground and muttered.

'thank you malfoy i .....i appreciate it'

'my pleasure' i said. 

'But I can and would've hexed him' she said because she thought I, of all people, underestimated her, how can i underestimate the KNOW IT ALL SQUIRREL.

'yeah I know.'

we started walking towards the carriages. 

'Umm granger you could tell me to mind my own business but-'

'I'll tell you' she said as if she read my mind.

She instantly knew what I wanted to ask.

'Why then?' I was curious..

'well, Ron turned out to be Bi.' she said in a low voice.

'What?!' My voice slightly louder than usual due to shock. Wow who knew weasel swung for both teams. 

'bisexual' she said dryly as if I didn't understand. 

Damn, the she loved cheated on her.

'well...I am sorry Hermione..... I guess'.

she looked at me with amusement on her face knowing that I didn't mean my apology at all but she muttered a quiet ' thanks draco'.

after hearing her story. I felt bad for her because when you love someone from your heart, it hurts when they just leave you for someone else, it tears you apart from the inside out.

'Oooooh first name' I said while teasing her.

'Only because you called me Hermione.'

'Oh sorry AUTO CORRECT: SQUIRREL
Damn this is weird, I always hate this feature in the telephony.'

'You idiot that only happens while typing.' she said smiling . I was glad that I was able to make her smile.

The rest of the walk to the carriage we just.... talked, It felt good.

It was fun and at the back of my mind I only had one question.

What idiot would ever leave her?

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