Out Of Control !

Perfection

Amelia's POV 

Perfection that's all I heard and knew from the day I was born . My parents always wanted ...no forced me to become a perfect child just like them . Everyone says that it's hard to not have any parents but for some people it's easier to not have any parents . My life would have been much more harder without them but at least I could have lived the way I liked . I was born in a golden cradle , in a golden family . From my childhood my parents spoiled me with everything that I ever asked for , I never knew the meaning of hardships and pain . They treated me like queen fulfilling my each and every wishes , but hey there is nothing called free in this world ! In return I had to listen to their orders and demands . They didn't ask much from me , Just my soul . At first I followed their each and every order and in return they did everything to keep me satisfied and happy ...well I was really happy at first , I got all my parents care , love , affection and attention ...life was good until one day I discovered that I was becoming like a puppet ..A puppet which was being controlled by my parents ...

I put aside the book that I have just finished . I get out of my room which once I thought was beautiful but not anymore . Actually once you get used looking at beautiful things ,they don't seem to interest you anymore.

I walk alone in the large hallway , able to hear my own footsteps . I reached the big dining room where I find both of my parents waiting eagerly for me to join them for dinner . 

the dinner ended quietly just like always . 

I quietly walked back to my room after saying goodnight to them .

After reaching  my room , I immediately roll over my comfy bed . Under one f my pillows I have hidden my most precious treasures ! My most favourite manga of all time . I shift the pages of the book carefully noticing the details and meaning of the story .

I have always liked anime and manga from the beginning . It was just like my little world , a world where I can do anything I want , I can be anything I want . Since childhood my dream was to be a manga or anime artist , to create my own story in my own world .... 

I also have a big body pillow with my favorite waifu's picture on it ! But my parents don't like the idea of me working as manga artist . They told me that I was not supposed to waste my time on those stupid things . Stupid Things ? Did they ever watched anime for once in their life ? Anime is just like a ray of hope in my dark life .

Well it's been 5 days since (y/n) left , it feels so lonely without her . I hope everything is going smoothly in japan . Liam shut off himself completely. Emily said that he doesn't come out of his room often . (y/n) didn't call or mailed us yet and no one of us have the guts to do the same . She is really lucky to have so good parents who always support her with everything they can , she have something that I don't have ...Everyone have that one thing which I don't ..freedom . 

I met (y/n) in Junior school , I was that kid who never made any friends because everyone I the school either hatred me or were jealous of me . Even though they smiled and acted kind in front of me , I could feel their knives being stabbed in my back . So I isolated myself from everyone until I met her . She was the only friend I had back then who would be beside me no matter what.  She was not like others , She was someone on whom I could rely . Then I met Emily , Liam and Jacob . Each one of  them are like precious gems .

Maybe one day I will get the chance to work with Hiromu Arakawa ...Maybe one day my parents can understand that money can't buy everything .

No one is perfect , everyone have some flaws in them. But they should not hate those flaws , because those flaws help us to get better ..make us who we are .

Miss you (y/n) .

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This chapter is all about Amelia