Mattias pov
I saw yn crying and barely eating. I hate seeing her like this I want her to act like she did before when she wasn't sad. I felt so bad I came up to her rubbing her back asking
"R u okay yn"
Yn- no
She started crying even more hugging me tight. She made me feel some typa way. She's homesick. I just realized. I'm such an idiot she was so happy laughing and stuff when she's on the phone w ppl from Canada but not in real life w ppl here.
Me-r u homesick
Yn-yeah
She sobbed then pulled away from the hug covering her eyes so that I couldn't see she was balling her eyes out.
Yn/ I rlly just wanna go back home. I miss everyone and it was my grandads birthday today and I missed it. Plus I miss my friends too and it's rlly not the same without them. These past few days I've been crying myself to sleep and I couldn't even stop because I didn't know how to and I rlly like ur family and New Jersey and all plus ur friends but it's honestly not the same and I just rlly need someone to talk to because -
I cut her off. I hugged her tightly for 2 minutes.
Me-it's okay it's normal for ppl to get homesick y didn't u tell me
Yn-idk I wasn't ready plus it's stupid sorry
Me-hey there's nothing to be sorry for. Yn if u ever need anything u know u can come to me right? Ima help u through it so let it all out don't hold it in.
Yn-sorry I got ur shirt a little dirty w me crying
Mattia-it's okay if it's from u
She hugged me more tightly I did the same back.
She kept crying I felt so bad
Yn-i wanna go home mattia
Me-ik u do I'll tell my mom tmrr to help look for flights back.
Yn-school never even started yet
Me-it doesn't matter if ur not happy
I hurt me so bad that I was doing this and how she wanted to leave but for her, I'd do anything to make her happy.
Yn/ ty mattia
Mattia/ for you anything.
Yn pov
We both couldn't sleep so we snuggled in the living room watching Netflix. I had my head against his shoulder w his arm over me. I felt so comfortable. We started talking more w mattia trying to make me laugh a lot which worked but I was so happy that I talked to him and how I got it out.
We both fell asleep w the tv still playing but I realized after a while then turned it off the went back to the same sleeping position. He makes me feel so happy I can't explain it
