Authors note -
Btw no hate to Cynthia or Jenna or any of the ppl that in this fan fiction, ppl don't like so yeah no hate just positive vibes guys-
Mattia pov
I can't believe yn broke up w me. I'm such a fucking idiot I lost the love of my life over some hoe that i wouldn't even last w. What was I thinking.
We went to the hospital for Cynthia but I honestly didn't wanna go anymore. That kiss she did meant nothing. I ruined everything and ik for a fact yn won't forgive me.
We went into her room and her wrist was still bad but the doctor said she will be fine.
Yn-see she's fine but ima be nice and apologize
Cynthia-okay apologize
Yn-that was the apology
Cynthia-ur so fucking stubborn
Me- why don't we just forgive each other already
Yn-no one apologized but me
Cynthia-can u leave now?
Alicia-if she leaves I leave sorry b
Samy-if Alicia leaves I go too. no hate or anything but ion like u Cynthia
Mariano-Ima head out too cuz that's my crew
Jabez-same
Blesiv-Same here
Roshaun-ion like Cynthia either no offence but the only one who gets to have mattia is yn and me
Yn -lmaoo
Alvaro-sorry fam but I'm leaving too
Kairi-they all my friends so I'm dipping plus ion like Cynthia either.
Emily-I'm not starting anything but flirting w someone else's guy isn't right I'm leaving w kairi too
Robert-they my squad and ima dip too
Alejandro-same bro nobody likes u Cynthia no hate or anything but your not slick. U should be apologizing to yn too.
Roshaun-exactly apologize to my bestie Cynthia u started the fight
Alicia-word
Everyone just stared at me. I would too. But I didn't know what to say. Yn stared at me in the eyes and I did back.
Me-who's gonna stay w Cynthia then
Yn-idk u only ig if she's gonna kick me out
Cynthia- fine sorry yn.
Mariano-u mean it?
Cynthia-yeah but I'm still having mattia I'm just sorry that I threw a punch and made y'all mad
Mariano-hes already taken hun
Cynthia-yeah w me
Me-when exactly did I say that
Cynthia-u will
Me-I'm w yn sorry
Yn-sorry about what we aren't even together
Me- sorry that she can't have me ig because I'm w someone better
Yn-okay then Ima come back but im going to McDonald's first who wanna come
Me-can I?
Yn-ig
Cynthia-no bby stay w me
Me-the only person I allow to call me that is yn
Mariano-y'all really were gonna leave me w this chick? Damn that's funny I'm coming.
Yn started laughing.
Yn- ly marianoooo
Mariano-ly ynnnnnn
That lowkey hurt me when she said that. She never said that to me since we came here but it's my fault and I won't blame her. I started this shit.
Alicia-I'm coming too and she love me more Mariano whatchu mean
Mariano- lmaoo she loves mattia the most we all know dat
Alicia-too real for me fam
Samy, roshaun, and Alvaro came along as well. We arrived at McDonald's and all sat down and started talking. Me and yn never did and I hated it. We just stared at each other it felt like if we met just now, her staring into my eyes just feels like she could know everything about me. Ugh I miss her so fucking much wtf did I mean when I said it was "boring" tf I'm and idiot.
Me-yn can I talk to u
Yn-y
She mocked me from when she asked me and I said that from her yesterday.
Me-plz
She shrugged and got up out of the store w me
Me-listen I'm sorry
Yn-ik u r since u came and said "the only person who can call me baby is yn" she rolled her eyes
Me-I wasn't in the right mindset and I was stupid,dumb,an idiot and plz forgive me.
She went quite
Me-when Cynthia kisses me it felt like nothing and no u didn't start the fight Cynthia did and she's just another hoe I would of ended up w if I didn't realize how much I felt of u when I lost u. I cried so fucking much and I don't want u to feel sorry or anything because I should be apologizing more than anyone. More than Cynthia because I was flirting back and I wasn't loyal and I'm sorry yn I fucking love u and if u don't love me back no more because u lost feelings or anything it's fine because I always will love u no matter what happens and I won't ever do that to u again because u deserve way better than me and I rlly -
She cut me off.
Yn-shut up
She then kissed me 5 seconds straight.
Yn-I still love u. Ion think those feelings would even go away for u but it's obvious u lowkey lost feelings.
What was she talking about. I didn't
Me-I didn't yn -
Yn-u did. U said things got "boring" because of the same things we were doing and everything but honestly I didn't know u had a problem w it. U never put a fake smile or anything but u would be laughing and smiling but fr. U just got those feelings back because I broke up w u, and like u said, u realized things after and how much u missed me. I cried too mattia. More than u ever saw me cry or anyone. But if u like other girls and talking to them while we're together then I don't wanna be together. I like u and only u and I want that to be the same back.
Ik im a bit stubborn but for this I'm being fr. I love you.
Me-yn no please forgive me I want to be w u again without u I'm not complete ur like my other half yo. I love you.
Her eyes stared tearing up and so did mine.
Me-I'm a fucking idiot ik but I would never do that again.
She hugged me tightly but let go.
Me-I'm always gonna love u no matter what yn
Yn-me too mattia
She walked back into the the store. I followed.
