small town girl | «kwon hyuk»

06.

Every single movement of her was captivating.
The way she moved her hands while pouring the drinks while talking to these murky souls, who were trying to approach her.
The way she raised her eyebrows questioningly when she felt tied up by these drunken idiots, who were trying to impress her.
Everything she did was just perfect.
Everything she did was beautiful. Everything except that one gaze she gave me when she fully recognized my face. Her put-on smile disappeared quickly. Her eyes went from "shimmering" to "questioning"
I could tell that my presence made her feel off.
But in that moment the thought"She still remembers me?" was the first thing that come into my mind. Closely followed by the question "What did I do to her to make her feel so uncomfortable?"

Why did he have to show up right now? Why did he have to return to my life right now?
I was still in the process of slowly forgetting him.
In that moment he was standing in front of me so cheekily. Acting like it's just another day. Just another day at the strip club.
I knew that it was my fault that our paths parted. I knew that there was no one else to blame.
But I had my reasons.
After our ways seperated I kept wondering how he was doing- whether I made the right decision or not- if we crossed ways with a reason. But nevertheless, I was born as a girl followed by misfortune.
My life wasn't meant to have a happy ending or just in general be a happy one.
"H-how can I help you? "
"5 whiskey sours please" He answered, pretending to be complete strangers.

The best thing I thought I should do in that moment, was to pretend to not remember anything in relation with her. Maybe it was cowardly from me to do so, but I could tell that she just didn't want to see me after all that happened that night.
I ended up watching her prepare the drinks I ordered and stood still.
I didn't let a single word come out of my mouth, although I had some questions that needed answers. Questions like "How are you doing now? Why did you end up here again? Why did you block me like that that night?"
However, I remained silent.
After what felt like hours, she was done with the drinks and I was about to leave.
Suddenly I heard her voice calling me.

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hello my sweet readers,
how are you doing? everything alright?
as you can probably tell I finally chose to come back. i know that it's been months since i uploaded my last chapter but i hope this chapter will compensate for the time i went missing. if you have any questions or concerns please feel free to contact me🌼

love,,,

(this chapter is dedicated to urtrblfku,, who supported me in every aspect possible❤️ she'll soon cb with a continuation of her well known wattpad story which is as well related to dean. so please support her!!!)