Bleeding For Him (BNHA) (TODOSHIMA) ( COMPLETED)

Chapter Eight

It's hard to feel anything, I take that back. It's impossible to feel anything. The only thing I can feel is emptiness, but I don't think that qualifies as an emotion anyway. At least not to normal people but for me, emptiness is all that I have left.
"Hey Eijiro, you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine."

*Katsuki's P.O.V*

"I'm fine" is the only response I can get out of him anymore whenever I ask if he's okay, and it's fucking infuriating. He's clearly not fine and he does even try to fucking hide it.I really just want Eijiro back, it's my fault he's in this position anyway. If only I could love him. If only I could see him the same way that he sees me, maybe I would've never lost him
"Hey shitty hair, think fast!"
I biff a ball of paper at him and all he does is take the hit. He's like a fucking zombie. He looks really sick and unmotivated. He definitely needs help.

(Mina)"hey Eijiro, wanna hang after school? Denki, Sero, and I are gonna go to Walmart and buy a bunch of random stuff."
"Sure"
All he says are the shortest sentences that he can fucking manage. It's like he doesn't want to talk to us anymore. It's like he doesn't fucking care, like he gave up hope. If this is the price he had to pay to talk to me again, I wish that I lost my best friend physically not mentally.I mean not that I fucking care but that red haired loser is starting to irk me because he's not being normal, he hasn't said the word "manly" in over a week and I think it's getting out of hand.
"Oi deku! Get your ass over here!"
"I'll be over in a minute kacchan!"
"Did I fucking stutter?! Get your good for nothing ass over here right now shitty nerd!"
"Okay kacchan I'm coming!"
I look over to see damn deku running towards us. I walk away from the group to meet up with deku.

"Deku I need your help with something, no fucking questions okay?"
"Okay, what do you need help with kacchan?"
"It's shitty hair... he needs help and I don't know how to help him."
"Yeah I've noticed. It's really affecting Sho."
"You mean icyhot?"
"Yeah. He told us that he's refusing to talk to Eijiro until he snaps out of it."
"Does he have any context to what's wrong with him?"
"I'm not sure but I could confirm it for you."
"Okay, and don't fucking tell anyone that I'm worried okay? I'll fucking kill you."
"Okay kacchan I'll talk to you later. "
With that, deku walked away.

*Shouto's P.O.V*

I can't stop looking at him. He's still so beautiful, I really want to talk to him but I have to stand my ground. If I give in now he'll never learn. I see Eijiro just standing there, doing nothing. He's barely even participating in conversation. I thought he wanted to talk to Katsuki again, I guess the surgery was pointless, he gave up everything for nothing. And I'm mad at him for it. Why couldn't he just see what I was trying to save to him? Why couldn't I just make him understand? Eijiro looked over and I turned away just to notice that Izuku came back.
(Shouto) "So?"
"I just made him really mad again that's all."
I can tell that he's lying to me, Izuku has always been a bad liar. I gave him a look and he mouthed to me the word later. And so I would wait until later to see what's really happening.