Chapter Seventeen

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And just like that as he finally closes the space, all my old feelings come rushing back in like a tide. And I can help it  but I kiss him back

*Shouto's P.O.V*
This cant be happening. No no no. I'm just imagining it right? I look back over and see my boyfriend kissing another man. What makes it worse is how much I love him, and how long I've loved him. I'm giving him everything and he went crawling back to the guy who crushed him almost to the point of death. This really cant be happening right? This is all just a really bad dream that I'm gonna wake up from any moment now. I close my eyes and count. One, two, three. I open my eyes and their still their. So this is real. The love of my life is kissing Katsuki Bakugo. My eyes start tearing up even more and I start choking. I start to run because I  cant be here right now. I need to go home. The whole way home I just keep choking, coughing, and spitting out rose petals. I feel like I'm dying. My lungs are on fire and I'm running out of oxygen I need to get home now. When I get home I run up into my room. I decide to read my diary and maybe write in it too.

*The next day at school*
*Eijiro's P.O.V*

On my walk to school I run into my squad. I'm kind of nervous about talking to Katsuki after what happened but I have to tell him about Shouto being my boyfriend. I walk over to them right as the bell rings, guess talking to Katsuki will have to wait. When Mr. Aizawa gets into class the atmosphere changes. We are all quite yes but he doesn't seem okay. Something isn't right. He has tears in his eyes.
(Aizawa) "Class please listen."
We all turn to see what Mr. Aizawa has in store for us.
(Aizawa) "I'm very sorry to inform you of this but-"
He stops to wipe his teary eyes, this cant be good.
(Aizawa) " Your fellow classmate Shouto Todoroki passed away yesterday evening."
(Eijiro) "What?"

My eyes tear up as I realise what he just says. Shouto's gone. No no no this cant be right no this is just a joke.
(Mina) "Eijiro you good?"
I start to hyperventalate and cry, and cry, and cry, and I can't stop. There's no way he's gone. I just told him I love him. I just got him back. No no no.
(Denki) "Eijiro hey hey."
I look around the class and everyone has tears in their eyes. But it's hard to read their faces through my blurry eyes.
(Aizawa) "We'll be offering counseling for anyone that needs it."
I need to go. I need to go see Shouto. There's no way this can be real. My classmates shout at me as I rush out of the classroom. I'll go get Shouto for school. This is all just a misunderstanding. I run to Shouto's house with tears in my eyes hoping this is all a cruel joke. I knock on the door hoping Shouto will open it but it's his teary puffy eyed sister.
(Eijiro) "Please tell me it's not true."
(Fuyumi) "You should come inside."
Shouto's sister takes me  into a room that's torn apart like a tornado ripped through it.
(Fuyumi) "You're Eijiro right?"
(Eijiro) "Yeah."
(Fuyumi) "You should read this."
She passes me a book. I turn the first page and it has Shouto's name on it.
(Eijiro) "Is this a diary?"
Fuyumi nods her head with tears still filling her eyes. This is Shouto's diary. It feels like a violation to read it but I cant help myself. I start turning the tear and blood stained pages.

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