QADAR💫

~❤️Dear husband❤️~1️⃣7️⃣

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It's time!!

Time to take me to my husbands' ya ilahi!

To say I was nervous was an understatement

Mami, Aunty Yusra, Aunty Aisha, and Aunty Surayya advised and taught me a lot, Mami hugged me tight and we cried on each other's shoulders, she asked for my forgiveness and I waved it off

She gifted me her gold bracelet that baba gifted her for the first time after their marriage, I thanked her .

Aunty Surayya gave me a kid, she told me it's from Mummy, and I should read it at my house, I thanked her too, she gifted me a lot of scented soaps and incense wood, I thanked her once more

And now, it's the time to leave Layla, mami and our house, ya ilahi! I can't believe I'm leaving!! How are they going to be without me? And Layla??! Ya ilahi now I don't want to go!!

I looked at mami, who was calming me down, Aunty Surayya walks further to me

"Will you stop this water works and get ready?! Tun dazu bayun Allah suka zo , so kike ace bamuda mutunci ?" She said sarcastically, I finally stood up and walk to the bathroom, I took my bath and make ablution, I came out to meet them just where I left them

They help me get ready, I said I don't want makeup but they insisted, Shamz did a light makeup on my face, Mami did my laffaya, they sat me on the bed and started another lecture again

I listened to each and every word carefully recording it in my mind, one of them put me my shoes, they brought the bakhoor, and did all that it should be done

Layla run into the room crying, she hugged me sobbing, that was it and the water works started, I hugged her and cry to my satisfaction, we finally pulled back and I calmed her down

I looked at Mami,

"Mami" I called

"Na'am Fatima" she answered

"Please can I go with Layla, dan Allah mami" I begged

She looked at me then at my aunties, Aunty Surayya walk further and hold Layla's hand, taking her away

"Kaaji shirmen banza, kuna so ku bata min 'ya, tana gidan zaku ci amarci?" Aunty Surayya said sarcastically, I looked down at my fingers, I won't argue with her, but I want to take Layla with me

"Yasmin karki damu, idan kika tare da kaman watanni haka I will take her to you myself" mami said softly and I nodded, Aunty Aisha came afterward

"Amarya farincikin Umar, Allah ya baku zaman Lafiya da dorewa" she prayed holding my hands, I knew what she was going to do, take me to the car, I looked at Layla that was busy crying

"Layla don't cry please, bafa tafiya gabadaya zanyi ba, I'll be coming every now and then, uhm" she nodded gently nodding her head and wiping her tears. Alhamdulillah, at least she's no more crying

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I hugged mami crying, if you ask me why am I crying, I don't know, the tears can't just leave me alone, my aunties pulled us away, they sat me on my bed, Aunty Aisha started holding my hands

"Mesa kike kuka? Uhm Fatima, baki son Umar ne?" I didn't say anything, she squatted in front of me

"Fada min, you no more love Umar ne?" I shook my head  no

"Then why the hell are you crying, ga mami anan, kuma she told you that za'a kawo miki Layla later ba? And you can visit them as much as you want idan mijinki yaa yarda" I nodded my head wiping my tears

"Yasmin karki bamu kunya please, I am begging you for the sake of Allah to take care of yourself and your husband, Yasmin aure da kike gani ba wasa bane, and if you ask each and every one here meye sirrin dorewan auren ta she will tell you ba komai bane illa 'Patience' , kiyi hakuri ki kula da husband naki" she said softly and I nodded, Aunty Surayya walked further and sat beside me

"The most important person in a females' life after marriage is her husband, not even her parents, yanzu matan mu are out there sai cika baki suke 'ni manta aurene' take that lullibi away and take care of your husband! Make him know that he's a king, but most importantly, let him fall head over hills for you, and let you be the only Queen in his heart, as far as it's not out of Islam, do all you can, and make him only dreams of you kinajina?" She advised, I nodded softly, the tears are finally stopped

Aunty Yusra walks further, sitting beside me on the other side

"Kinji dai abinda suka ce, well I'll just emphasize on what they've said, Yasmin I trust you, you'll not disappoint us, you'll take care of your husband, in yace bari ki bari, kiyi hakuri ki rike shi with two hands, ki tarayrayeshi ki kwallafa mishi sonki a zuciyanshi, ki tabbatar idan yana gida yana farinciki, yanda ko yafita idan ya tuna dake sai yai murmushi, kimishi komai yake so, ko yake bukata, kar ki dauki halin banza na matan yanzu, love him and show him how much you do, ki tabbatar da cewa ko yana parlor bakya gefenshi sai ya taso ya shigo yana I missed you, make sure ko fita zaiyi idan bai ganki ba ya fasa, idan yana gida baki da kujera sai cinyarshi, kisa duniyan ta juye mishi amma da soyayyar ki, mu mata we don't need any charms kafin mu mallaki mazan mu, mun kawo ki gidanki da fatan aurennan zaya dore, zaki iya Yasmin dan Allah karki barshi da yunwa" when she said the last statement, I softly laugh, well all my aunties did, mami too holds my hand saying

"Fatima zamu tafi, I don't have anything to add on what they've said, abundai daya ne 'HAKURI' PATIENCE, kowani aure da kike gani yana da nashi problems, sai kinyi wannan haurin kamin kiji dadin gidan mijinki, Allah ya baku zurriya dayyiba yasa yours is among the best, I believe you can take care of everything, Masha Allah, Allah ya baku zaman Lafiya da kaunan juna" we all chorus Ameeen

The makeup artist adjusted my makeup, they sat me on my bed, begging me to not cry, I didn't, well that was it and they walked away, I tried as much as possible not to cry but I wasn't able to, I cried for only god knows how long, until his mind shattering voice came in contact with my ears

"Assalamu-alaikum" he greeted, I looked up at him and all my worries diffuse away, I felt the urge to run and hug him, but I was unconscious, I looked down at my fingers whispering

"Wa-alaikum-l-Salaam"

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