girl crush (ON HOLD)

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OK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?! I WAS CRYING THEN I LOGGED ON TO WATTPAD TO UPDATE THEN I SAW THAT I HAD 1.8K READS WAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! MAKE IT REACH 2K AND I'LL TELL Y'ALL WHAT I'M CURRENTLY GOING THROUGH BUT LIKE STILL, THANK YOU!!!

my phone rang again, breaking both of our conversation. i broke away from the hug, reaching to the desk to retrieve my phone but i was stopped as she stared at me with puppy eyes and a pout, "can you answer that call later?" she whined.

"a literal child." i muttered under my breath to which she ignored. i let my arm fall to my side as she successfully grinned, "you can't resist my charms."

"i don't give up that easily!" it was my turn to grin as i stood up a little and reached to the desk behind her back where my phone was still ringing.

i was about to reach my phone when i was stopped in my tracks, feeling a pair of lips on my cheek. i froze, my right hand on my ringing phone and the other on her right shoulder. my cheeks heated up, and my heart beated faster. i couldn't move, even a single centimeter. i felt her teasing gaze on me as my eyes were glued on my phone.

incoming call...

choi jisun

answer dismiss

i slowly got up from our position, grabbing my phone. "...what was that?" i whispered as i glanced at her from the corner of my eyes. she shrugged, smirking at my rather, reddish cheeks. "next time it won't just be your cheeks."

i stood up properly and quickly, before frantically leaving the hospital room without sparing another glance at her. "i'll be taking this call."

i swiped the green button to the left, as i put the phone against my ear, still kind of uneasy and flushed after her actions.

"h-hello j-jisun?" i leant against the wall.

"are you okay, jihyun?"

i swallowed a lump in my throat as i nodded, "y-yeah, i'm fine, what's up?"

"are you still up for the movie later?"

"i'm sorry but-" i was about to reject his offer since i wasn't that close to him and i wasn't planning to be close to him either. but i remembered that i wanted to get my mind off things so i agreed. "-uh sure, yeah."

i could sense his signature warm smile from the other line, making me smile. i swear it was really that contagious.

"nice! i'll be hanging up then."

i hanged up first, shakily breathing out. hoping that she left, i entered the room again. seeing that the chair she sat on was empty, i heaved out a sigh of relief, my heart still pounding and my cheeks still red.

"stupid, stupid, stupid!" i talked to myself as i childishly stomped on the floor. "i hate her..."

another phone call was transmitted to my phone, making me groan. "what is it again?" i took a glance and i furrowed my eyebrows at the 'unknown number'

i answered the call and i mentally groaned, hearing the words from the other. they were looking for the payment for the surgery.

and i don't have that shit.

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a/n i have my new phone and it doesn't have those old symbol thingies and i promise you thats the best fucking ones out there so don't judge it pls,,, wattpad crashes if i copy-paste:(

so here i am, looking for these high-paying jobs where-in i don't have to study for. but i'm pretty sure those things don't exist.

i sighed, shutting my laptop as i place it down at the coffee table provided at the room. i stood up, stretching my arms. i took a glance at my mom before leaving the room to get some fresh air.

"jihyun?" the masculine voice made me stop at my tracks and turn around. i faintly smiled at the person as the person happily skips over besides me.

"don't you have anything to do, jisun?" i stared at the doctor, in envy. "oh, don't start. i have plenty of things to do and i wish i didn't have a job like you."

i bit my lip, "can we change positions?"

he laughed, "i wish."

"i'm getting off in a few minutes. wait here, okay? i'm gonna get changed real quick!" jisun glanced at his watch and ran off as i nodded, with him still looking at me.

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i played with my food using my fork as jisun stared at me. "jihyun, is there anything wrong?" i shook my head, sighing. "no, i'm fine." he furrowed his eyebrows, doubting me.

"i know you're not fine, jihyun. i can sense it." i sighed again, looking away. "i'm not really financially stable at the moment... and i got fired..."

he was about to speak when i shook my head, leaning back. "why am i even telling you this?" i stood up, with a suddenly ruined mood.