girl crush (ON HOLD)

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it's already a month since i've worked as mamamoo's manager. and i kid you not— it's the fucking best and the worst job ever. but you can't really hate it though. i don't know why the other managers did though.

"jihyun-ah." i rubbed my eyes, looking up from the tablet that contained all their schedules. "yes, yongsun-unnie?" she frowns, shaking her head. "it's nothing, sorry. i'll do it myself."

i stood up from the couch, and reached out to take my jacket, knowing that she and the members probably want something. "n-no, jihyun, you don't have to go out."

i quietly laughed, as my voice was hoarse. "oh, i know you want something. just tell me and i'll go out." yongsun was about to reject one more time because she felt bad since i did a hell lot of work, and heck— i'm still not done with it.

"if you aren't going to sit back down and work, i might as well just go with you." my eyes widened, hearing the familiar deep voice that i'm still not used to.

"byul, i thought you were sleepi—"

"well, now i'm not." she yawns, stretching her arms as she picked up her jacket that was lying somewhere amidst their messy dorm.

"come on, let's get them ice cream." she groggily says, obvious that she just woke up. "are you sure you don't wanna get more sleep?" i ask, worried since i know they're all tired.

she ruffles my hair before smiling. and i swear to god that i still can't help but feel the butterflies in my tummy. i felt my face heat up but i looked away, not wanting to let her see me.

"i'm pretty sure you need that sleep instead of me." she emphasized the 'you' and grins at me. "what flavo—"

"cookies and cream!" yongsun beams with a grin on her face. "thank you manager-nim~" she bows and rushes off to find the other two members and mess with them.

"hey! only her? i woke up for this, too y'know..." i squinted my eyes at her and got closer. "oh, you woke up for me? how sweet—" i smirked as she got flustered and pushed my face away.

"shut up."

"no one told you to wake up at exactly 2am though."

<*>

i yawn, stretching my arms as i inhale the fresh air. she stares at me, "tell me, how long were you stuck in our dorm, working?" i paused, my arms still up in the air.

"uh..." moonbyul shakes her head, smiling. "you don't even know how long you were in there!" i scoffed, walking off. "shut up."

she grins, locking arms with me. i felt my face heat up at the sudden skinship, but i absolutely didn't mind and thought of it, as a friendly gesture i suppose.

"why is your face red?" she asks, a worried look on her face. "i-i just feel hot." i stuttered, looking away.

"at winter?" she frowns.

"i'm okay, trust m-me." i started walking faster. and entered the store without her. she frowned, catching after me.

"you left meeeeee" byulyi whined with a pout on her face. i bit the insides of my cheek, preventing myself from smiling at her cuteness. "you were t-too slow." i rolled my eyes, a small laugh emitting from my lips.

"your laugh is so cute." i froze as i see her watch my every move. i breathed out, facing her. "what makes you say so?" she furrows her eyebrows, snickering. "you can't just ask someone why they like something!" moonbyul exclaims, nudging me.

i felt my face heat up again, as i watch her smile and be happy. but what's better is that the reason she's smiling is because of me. "they just... like it... they don't need any explanation." she pauses, and dreamily looks up to the starry sky outside.

i frowned as i leant against the wall.

'there's no reason to like something or someone. you just do.'

yeah... you just like someone... you just do...

i turn my head and look at moonbyul, who was happily munching down on the ice cream we bought. and again, i felt the butterflies in my tummy as i stare at her.

"should head back now?" moonbyul suddenly turns around, surprising me. i shook my head, with a small smile. "let's stay for a little moment. i'm loving what i'm looking at at the moment." i replied as i watch her nod. "yeah, it's quite a view." she looks back to the sky.

i absolutely love what i'm looking at. no doubt.

<*>

"what took you so long~" i heard yongsun's whine as soon as we opened the door back to the dorm. i chuckle, placing the plastic bag on the table as they all surround it with spoons in their hands.

"hey, the air was nice." i defended myself as yongsun just nodded, stuffing her face with ice cream. "dho shu wanch shom?" i furrowed my eyebrows as wheein turned to me with ice cream in her mouth.

i then open my mouth to speak as i realized what she said. i shook my head, "i might get hyper." who then turned back to eat the ice cream.

as the three eat the ice cream, i look at moonbyul who was sitting on the couch next to me. "why don't you go eat?" she shakes her head as what she does makes me freeze.

moonbyul hummed as she slightly slid down the couch, laying her head on my shoulder. "let's stay like this for a while."

a/n

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