Seventeen-Mistake

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(I'm finally doing povs now ;) ) AND OMG GUYS HOW IS THIS STORY #1 in Sanvers? Thank you thank you thank you so much!

Alex POV

I wake up with my head throbbing, I know I had a lot to drink last night. Unfortunately, it wasn't enough to erase the vivid image of Maggie's face after we had left the bar.

When we headed back to her place and got a little frisky ,I was having the time of my life. I had finally felt something I hadn't felt in a while.

Purpose.

I shouldn't have pulled away , but I know it was for the best. If Maggie and I had fallen asleep in her bed after an amazing night I think that would have lead to us being together again and I can't do that. I can't risk the heart ache that I know will come....along with the memories.

I feel sick to my stomach and there's only one word to describe what I'm feeling , heartbroken. It feels as if the day Maggie and I broke up was happening all over again.

Once again, I'm helpless and I can't help but think that seeing Maggie again was a mistake.

My entire life I've always believed that everything happened for a reason but dare I question that at this moment. Why did Maggie and I meet again just so everything that happened before , could happen again?

I don't even want to get out of bed but I feel my bladder about to explode so I jump up and race to the restroom.

My business is finished and I'm washing my hands when I hear my phone ringing, full of message notifications.

I dry off my palms and pick up my phone , afraid of who and what texted me. I sigh loudly in relief as I look at the notifications from the group chat.

NerdyBrainy: hello good morning to all

Dreamynia: hello!

MartianMan : greetings

Jimmy: ouch

BrittneyBitch: you alright there James?

DirectorGay: awh cute ,You care 🥺

BrittneyBitch: 🖕

Jimmy: yeah I'm alright Brit , my head hurts like hell though

SuperBi: mine as well

GreenEyedGay: me three

BrittneyBitch: me too 🙄, wait ... everyone has responded except Maggie , Alex where is she?

My breath hitches in the back of my throat.

DirectorGay: idk

BrittneyBitch: 😏 ohhh

I sigh in frustration and throw my phone, notifications going off. I need to get out of here.

I change and make my way towards the exit of my apartment. When I lock my door I turn around only to bump into someone.

"Ow! Kara?" I say. "Sorry I didn't mean to hit you I was just coming by for some coffee, and I also need some Advil for my headache, do you have any?" Kara grins.

I roll my eyes. "Is everything ok?....you seem kind of out of it alex" Kara asks. I let out a sarcastic chuckle "yep, I'm doing just fine kara!" I shout.

Kara jumps at my sudden outburst. "No....no I'm not ok" I finally let out, tears threatening to escape from my eyes. Karas eyebrows furrow in confusion. That's it....I break down, in the middle of the hallway sobbing.

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