Together or never?

Chapter 32

He helped me up and hugged me into him, I feel so ill, I've never felt like this over a drink, I rest my head against Germans chest and he holds me tighter, -you need to rest- he said and I nodded as I know he's right normally I would say no and get in with the day but I haven't felt this ill before and I just want to rest.

German helped me over to the bed and I gently laid down and pulled the covers over me and german laid down by the side of me and pulled me into him, -anything I can get you?- he said and I shook my head, -no just please stay here, with me?- I said and looked at him.

He nodded and caressed my cheek, -always- he said and I smiled and I closed my eyes and moved closer to him, he carried on stroking my face and playing with my hair and it made me relax. I hate feeling like this it's terrible.

There's a knock on the door and Romallo sticks his head around the door and looks at us, he smiles first and then turns to german, -german the French have scheduled a business meeting- he says and german looks at me and back at Romallo, -can you cancel it?-

I turned to german and even know I didn't want him to go, it sounds important he can't miss it, -go I'll be fine- he hesitates first and the only way I can get him to go is if I say that olga can check in my every half an hour, he finally leaves and I snuggle up in bed thinking.

I've never felt like this before and the only thing I can think of is I remember my mother telling me she felt the same when she was p-preg.... No I can't be pregnant surely? I would love to be but german might not, what if I am and he doesn't want the child and disowns us, the panic takes over and I need to find out so I head to downstairs put my coat on and head to the shop.

When I get into the shop, I find the pregnancy tests and pay for them but before I can head out I notice german and Romallo walking, they must be on the way back, I quickly shove the tests in my bag and walk out, I pretend I haven't seen them and just walk casually but german spots me.

-angie?- I turn around and he walks faster to catch up with me, -what you doing out of the house, are you okay?- I laugh at how over protective he is and I nod, -I wanted to get medicine- I said and he shook his head and pulled me into the side of him as we walk, -I could of got you that- he says and I just smiled at how caring and loving he is.