Together or never?

Chapter 54

He pushed jade gently of him and took a step back, -angie, it's not what it looks like- he said and I shook my head, -it never is, is it german- I say and grab my old house keys and try to wobble as fast as I can off but german catches up with me, -Angie please look it's not what it looks like please angie I love you- he said in a shaky voice.

-look german, I don't doubt that you don't love me, but this is the second time with the same person, your confused, you still love jade and I'm not good enough and I'm pregnant so I need help a lot- by this stage in full on crying, -I love you german, with all my heart but you need to find out who you love- i said.

-angie I love you, not her, she kissed me, please believe me, I love you with all my being, your perfect and i need you- I see tears come down Germans. Face and this is the first time I've seen him cry but I want him to figure out if he truly loves me, I don't want to be in the way of him.

I walk away to my old house and i still had clothes there so it's not like I needed to go back to Germans house, I enter my house and break down in tears on the settee, I know I overreacted and he's properly right that jade kissed him but I don't know I think I was so broken and hormonal I handled it wrong and here I am on my own, pregnant.

I hear a knock on the door and clean up my face before I answered it, it was pablo, just great this is all that I needed more stress, -Angie please look im sorry for what I did- he said as he entered my house and I walked over to the settee but before I could sit down or answer him, I felt something wet, I looked down and then I panicked, my water broke, I need german he's the only one I feel safe with.