Together or never?

Chapter 33

When me and german arrive home, I'm worried about that test and I want to do it as soon as possible but I don't want german to know yet if I am or not because I need to find out if he wants kids but I'm just soo nervous.

I take my coat of and put my bag down carefully and steady so it don't fall, german kisses my head, -go up to rest and after this one call I'll be up okay?- he said and I smiled and nodded. This is my chance to do it, I take the tests and run upstairs into our bathroom and close the door.

After I pee on the stick, I sit down and wait for three minutes to see if I'm pregnant, I'm shaking and I just need to know, I've always hate waiting and it makes me ten times more nervous. -angie?- I hear german shout and I start to panic, -I'm in head I won't be long- I shouted, just then the result come through, I looked down and my hand started to shake when I read that, I'm pregnant!

I quickly hide the tests and try and stop my hands from shaking, what if german don't want it, I shook them thoughts away and faked a slight smile ready for when I go out and I lay down in the bed by the side of german, -are you okay?- he asks and i nod but avoid eye contact.

I snuggled up to him and wrap my arms around him tightly, he looked down at me and moved my hair of my forehead, -are you sure your okay?- he said and I quickly looked at him but then looked away and I just nodded.

He sighed and put his arms around me, -tell what's the matter when your ready okay?- he said and I got nervous how did he know, I need to talk to someone but I can't, not Vilu, pablo, olga, my mother not anyone, I just hugged german tighter.