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•For the first time in my days, Seokjin woke up without feeling the need to burrow himself back in the blankets. His head wasn't pounding and it was him who woke up, not... not any alter.
"Hyung?"
He turned his head, being reminded that he wasn't alone. The younger was still sleepy, as was made evident by his droopy eyes. Seokjin couldn't help but smile, heart warming up.
"Morning."
Namjoon smiled too, his dimples bringing an unexpected happiness to Seokjin. The elder shifted closer, not quiet touching but close enough to intertwine their fingers.
"You look beautiful."
Even after so many years, Seokjin still wasn't used to the casual way Namjoon would often compliment, as if it was the most natural thing.
"Hmm", he hummed, blushing, "How did you sleep?"
"Good. Had no dreams so that was nice", Namjoon chuckled, thumb rubbing circles on Jin's palm, "What about you?"
"Woke up many times", the eldest sighed, the hand holding his tightening minutely, "But it was better than all the previous nights. At least I didn't woke up crying or... or as Jinnie."
Namjoon frowned, not understanding.
"Do you not like Jinnie?"
The room was quiet for a few minutes, the only sound was the ticking of the bedside clock.
"He... he's the reason I survived my traumas. I don't dislike him. But I'm scared. I'm scared of the place I'll go to if Jinnie takes my place."
His breath was heavy by the time he finished, the memory of misty, dark field making his body shiver. Namjoon didn't hesitate before engulfing him in a hug, rubbing soothing circles on his back.
"We'll work through this. We'll make beautiful worlds for both of you. I promise."
Seokjin chuckled, breathless.
"And I thought this morning was better."
"It is. You're okay, and so is Jinnie."
They stayed like that for a while before Yoongi's voice rang through the apartment, calling everyone out for breakfast.
It was ten minutes later, when Namjoon was giving Seokjin a comforting hug, that the man whispered his thought.
"I don't think so."
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Seokjin knew they were hiding something from him, at least the rap line was.
"Spill", he ordered, voice commanding as it would usually get when he gets pissed.
But the members couldn't help but smile, happy to see their Hyung with them.
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