So, in sixth grade I tried coming out to my parents. I grew up in a very straight community, and it wasn't until I moved to the gay state in third grade (and started going to middle school) that I learned what being gay was. I started hanging out with the gay kids, and realized I like girls. So after getting rejected by the girl I liked, I decided to come out as bisexual. My dad wasn't super happy about it. And I got lectured about how, "being gay is a sin. If you're Christian, you can't be gay!" That wasn't exactly how the "conversation" went. I say conversation in quotations, because it was just my parents listing reasons why I don't, and shouldn't like girls. So, I was forced to hide my sexuality. I always thought that trans people were cute, same with cross-dressers. And the idea of changing your sex never grossed me out, or bothered me in anyway. And in seventh grade I learned what being pansexual was. Then I realized, I'm pan. Do you think I told my parents my life changing discovery? NOPE! I was TERRIFFIED to tell them! I still am! No, I have not come out. I'm still hiding out in the closet. All my friends know I'm pan, and they're fine with it. If anything, it made our relationship stronger because I wasn't faking my sexuality anymore! And I know my boundaries. Besides the point. Buuuut, when my parents got upset when I tried coming out the first time, it did some damage. Causing me to think this, "okay you want me to be straight? I'll be fucking straight!" So I started acting boy crazy. AND THAT MADE MY PARENTS MAD TOO! THE FUCK DO THEY WANT ME TO BE????? But, I'm pretty gay. And I'm trying to drop as many subtle hints as I can, to let them know I'm pan. I recently asked my mom for a pan pride necklace for my birthday, and pride flag. THAT SHOULD BE A PRETTY BIG HINT AS TO, "HEY! My daughter is asking for pride shit! Maybe I should ask her about her sexuality." But NO! IT DIDN'T! And my mom said no to getting me the pride flag. I had a spot for it and everything... Anyways, that's my gay story. YA GAY BITCH IS OUT! I'M STILL ON A KEYBOARD! :'D
