ℙ𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝔻𝕒𝕪𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞𝕤❀

Day 6: Tongue Tied

Quick A/N Most of this will be flashbacks. This is the only chapter that will only be in Addy's PoV because of that. I love you all. xoxo- Sunshine

Addy's POV: 

It had been months since that little date. Everything was quiet and comfortable. She showed up with my new favorite dog. Wolfie, a few days after that date. She was this little white pup that was so sweet. Apparently, she shared her with her ex, but that was the only time they saw each other. I don't mind. I trust her. We had her this month. She looked up at me, like she knew I was thinking about her. She slept on her bed last night. It was in my room.

So it was about 3 months of us dating. We had moved in together in my flat because I had an extra room, and two... well Ella reasons. So, here we were. We normally slept in my room together, but sometimes we slept in her room. We didn't normally sleep apart, I liked being held too much, and Aimie didn't mind holding me. We did last night though, we both came home from work at different times, because I had wanted to stagedoor and she didn't. So she went home and crashed while I took pictures and signed playbills for fans.

 I loved doing it, it made me so happy. Just seeing all the people who loved us. This teenager came up to me last night and asked if they could give me a hug. I said yeah, and they ended up crying into my costume. Apparently, they really look up to me because of how out I am. They're in the closet, and they just want to come out, but it's not safe. I told them that it does get better, and gave them a bit of advice before I had to go. 

I stretched as I rose from my bed. It was really cold last night. 8:00 am on a Monday. No show day, so it was date night. It became a tradition for us to have date night when we didn't have a show. I walked in to her room, and she was still asleep. I smiled and went over to her bed and curled up by her. She wrapped herself around me and nuzzled into my neck. I kissed her forehead, and she stirred. I turned around, and began the difficult task of waking her up. 

We made a deal, that whoever woke up first on our no show days could wake the other one. Sometimes she trolled me and woke us up early, but we always went back to sleep. This time, it was no troll. I figured we could make breakfast together and then watch a movie. I kissed her collar bone, and then up her neck, and then I kissed her lips. She kissed back, and I knew she was up. "Good morning, my love."

"More kisses please," she raised her forehead to meet mine, "too early." I giggled a bit. She made no sense sometimes. But I love her. 

I kissed her lips and she smiled. Laying my head on her chest, she kissed my forehead. "It's Monday."

"Very astute," she joked. I could tell she was joking because she put on this outrageous accent. It was her american one. She took a breath, and then began singing. She wanted to go back to sleep. I couldn't blame her, I was still kinda tired. 

"What's it like to be alone on a Sunday..." She began, but I didn't even make it to the first chorus. I was asleep in her arms. 

I stood up from Ella's arms. She had sprawled out all over the queen sized mattress that was against one of her pale grey walls. There was no frame. It felt weird, sleeping this close to the floor. It was too early to actually be up, but I was anyways. Four am. I went out to the fire escape, like Nina from ITH, and climbed up to the roof. I wrapped the cardigan tighter around my frame which had bruises all over it. Ella liked to throw me around. It wasn't bad.  Just different, but this is how relationships typically are right? I wouldn't know. She's the first to ever date me. I'd never even kissed anyone before her. So, I guess, this is normal. I smiled as I looked up to the sky, planes were passing over head. There were never any stars here. The only time I've seen stars is when I was in Vermont with mum and dad. They showed me the constellations. I like that word. Constellations: it's originally latin, means a group or cluster of similar things. I like it. Like when there's twenty freshbaked cinnamon rolls, it's a constellation of cinnamon rolls!