My Poems

Better

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I'm so confused
Everything is changing
For good or bad
I have not decided
I'm starting to feel numb
I don't want to be
But this feels better
Than the pain
That I don't know how to deal with
Other than one thing
The thing I haven't done
In who knows how long now
The feeling of something
Anything
Causing pain
Making me bleed
Taking away the emotional pain
And making it physical
I can feel myself slipping
With no one to catch me