My Diary

1-27-2020

5:41pm- Hey, it's been awhile... I feel like I'm annoying and too needy when it comes to my girlfriend, I try to not be but it never works. I fear that one day she'll get so done with me that she'll leave me and other times I think she thinks I'm too needy or annoying, I wish life was easier...

5:47pm- I hate my depression, I try my hardest to keep a smile on my face at school cause I'm normally smiling and when I'm not people think something is wrong, the only time I really feel happy is around my friends and girlfriend, but none of my friends live near me and my girlfriend's mom doesn't always let us hangout, so I'm mostly just at home trying my best to force a smile.

5:59pm- How did I get to be with my girlfriend? Shes so great and stuff, and I'm just nothing. I wish I could be more like her. I dont like anything about myself but she seems to think I'm cute, idk how but she does. I love her more than life itself.