𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 | 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐀 𝐏𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐈𝐎 ✓

THREE 🥀

Mattia | Mia

"Hello?"

"It's me...Mattia."

"Mattia! Hey."

"Kill me."

"No, don't say that, tell me what's wrong? Let things off your chest."

"I said kill me....I'm done saving myself."

"Stop that-"

"Listen to me."

"No ever fucking listens...so please fucking listen."

"Of course, Mattia."

"I spent two fucking years...telling myself that I'll get better but nah, turns out I got worst...."

"I feel like one minute I'm doing okay and then...and then the next I feel like I'm being caved inside my own mind....I don't get it..."

"I'm so fucking broken, I can feel it...I can physically feel that shit! I have no one, no one to talk to, no one to comfort me...."

"I don't fucking get it! I don't! Why me? Why does life have to hit me like that! For fucks sake, why am I even fucking alive?"

"I don't have a family....because my family fucking hates me....I don't have friends, who would want to be friends with a broken boy? Huh?"

"Fuck it....give me one reason on why I shouldn't kill myself tonight."

"Fuck...I'm sorry."

-Beep-