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Mattia | Mia

"Mia?"

"Mattia, oh my fucking god! Do you know how worried I was? Its been a whole fucking day! What's happening? Whats wrong?"

"Mia...."

"What's wrong? Please tell me?"

"Are you feeling better now?"

"Stop changing the subject, don't even, tell me what's wrong."

"My father...."

"My father came home drunk last night."

"Please don't tell me he-"

"He did."

"What did he do to you?"

"My skin is black and blue....I can't even fucking move without feeling like a knife just struck through me, I can barely open my left eye and-"

"Oh my god...."

"Yeah and I think my ribs are-"

"Mattia! You need to go to the hospital, oh my god..."

"Fucks sake, I'll be fine."

"No-"

"I spent my childhood...trying to avoid my father, every-time he comes home from work, he'd be drunk and abusive towards me and my mother..."

"I'm sorry-"

"Fucking listen to me."

"I always knew something was wrong with him although I didn't exactly know what it was."

"This went on for years...until my mother passed away....she killed herself."

"Oh my god..."

"She killed herself when I was ten. After that, it was just my father and I, and he completely turned into a monster, he'd blame me for the cause of her suicide, I faced the full brunt of of his depression. He always criticized me, and blamed me for every little thing. His attacks made me want to fucking disappear, I hated myself....I still do."

"He made me turn into the man I am today, he is the cause of my anxiety, my trust issues, everything...I had no one, no one except him, but then, I met you."

"Fuck....I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for always putting my anger out on you, I hope you know I don't mean too....I'm just...scared, I'm scared of what's to come, I'm scared...of living."

"I have no one, and I don't know what I'd do if I lose you Mia."

"I think I'd completely lose myself."

"Mattia-"

"Fuck. I gotta go, my dad's calling me."

"Please stay safe, you know I'm one call away."

"Take care of yourself, Mia."

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