Fear me (girlxgirl)

•Chapter One•

Chapter One: Faith's P.O.V

I ran out of my college class with hot tears in my eyes. The biggest test of my life, and I know I failed it. I knew I should of studied, but my best friend Andy called my up last night. I just had to talk to him! He's always funny, nice, and supportive. He's the brother I never had and don't really desire.

Anyway, Andy called me and he totally made me forget to study. I talked to him and then passed out. I cannot believe I'm so stupid, this test is huge for me! I like to do good on any test, but this one would be showed to my future employer. If I fail this, no one will hire me!

So I ran to my room, my lonely college dorm. My parents bought me a suite, so I only share a bathroom and not a hole room. Sometimes I wish I had a roommate, like now. I wanted someone to pat my back and say, "You did the best you could've." Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for my friends, but they aren't the most...'supportive' of creatures. My only supportive buddy was Andy Rollocks.

I ran to my room and slammed the door behind be and began to sob on my bed. I felt my light brown and pastel pink hair tickle my nose lightly. My brown was natural while the pastor pink was undertones I added in my freshman year in college. I'm now in my Junior year.

I wanted to be a doctor. I know it's a high ambition, but I've been in medical school for three years now. I need to continue for my dream! I'm already a certified nurse, which is where I make money and new friends. That's also where I meet Andy; nursing classes.

My eyes finally dried up and I lifted myself off from the bed. I'll become the doctor I dream of in time, but failing that test will only make it worse for me.

At the same time, crying over a test is a bit silly I suppose. I'm smart! If I don't become a doctor, I can be a nurse, or paramedic, or even a battlefield nurse! Those aren't the dream, but I need to remind myself that I have other options as well.

I cleaned myself up a bit and began to head to the library. I hate doing this...walking down the hall. I felt like I was being judged.

I'll admit, I'm kinda chubby. More 'plump' that the other girls. Well the other girls are just walking sticks! I never had a relationship because I was so insecure of myself, I couldn't be with another person!

I walk down the hallway to the library and thankfully, not many people were there. I grabbed a text book on human anatomy and began to read. I really needed to catch back up, even if I only missed one afternoon of studying!