Fear me (girlxgirl)

•Chapter Thirteen•

Chapter Thirteen: Faith's P.O.V

A killer? The first time I ever got called pretty was by a killer? I felt my heart break even harder as I watched her go out the window. She was so... safe, but she was a killer! I felt so protected in her arms, but she's a killer! This is so taboo, and a part of me didn't care.

But... she was a killer!

It hurt and my heart was pounding. I felt so confused. I almost wanted to call her back, and tell her to hug me. But I also wanted to push her away. But... she was so nice and safe. She didn't seem to have any feelings to hurt me.. That's what she wants me to feel! I don't know what to think.

I didn't feel the need to cry though. Her words soothed me, calmed me, and even made me happy.

Can I see her again? I doubt it, but I don't want that to be true. I feel like she could make me happy. She could also kill me.

I don't know anymore.

I decided to finally go to sleep and let this all blow over. Maybe I would forget? Then again, I have to deal with that video. I don't mind, because my life just got more interesting.

I woke up and immediately recalled last night. It was deadly, beautiful, and confusing, and I loved every moment of it. I smiled as her words ran through my head over and over again. As I brushed my hair, I visioned her caressing my hair. I wanted to feel her hands brushing my scalp. Then, I saw a blade dig into my skull and I jumped back.

This could be exciting. I want that girl to visit again. I need her to tell me I'm pretty again.

I quickly got dressed and rushed out my door and saw no one. No Jessie, Andy, or that girl. I felt myself swoon over her again, but I regained my composition. I wouldn't let anyone know about this, my secret.

I went off to my surgical class, and I felt good going into it. My skin and smile were glowing. Nothing would bother me now.