Fear me (girlxgirl)

•Chapter Fourteen•

Chapter Fourteen: Kia's P.O.V

In my room, I was sitting in my recliner, thinking. Faith. Faith. The name haunted my head. She was dancing in my eyes and singing in my ears. I barley knew the girl, and yet I felt so dead when I wasn't with her.

She doesn't need me, I'm a killer and she's a doctor. I'll probably end up killing her out of blind rage someday; it's safe if she's not with me. But I want to see her again, just for a moment. I don't want to explain or clarify anything to her. I want to hug her. I feel the need to hold her, but that will be her death. No, I can't get attached to her. Like a farmer naming their cow, but once they're sent off to be killed they're heartbroken. I'll avoid the pain of heartbreak.

I'll learn to resist, but the temptation may be very strong. I have to be only a building away from Faith for the next three months or so. I have to keep my focus on Jessie. I have to follow through with her and then kill Andy. I can't just let him know who I am and let him just walk off. I suppose the only exception will be the girl. Faith.

The more I think about it, the more I realize how interesting that would be. A relationship between a killer and a doctor. I could be the one who makes her swoon. I could make her happy, it's not guaranteed but I would try my hardest. Then again, I hardly know her. Maybe she's no better than Jessie after all. I'm not sure what to do about Faith, but I have to go back in the morning to spy on Jessie's phone.

Once I get that stupid passcode, I'll be golden, Ponyboy. The odds are practically set up for me. Jessie is very self-centered, which means she doesn't think any wrong could happen to her. She thinks she'll never be raped, kidnapped, or killed all because she's 'different than everyone else'.

I closed my eyes while thinking, not even realizing how sleepy I was. As my eyes shut, sleep waved over me and I was consumed by it.

I woke the next morning, eager. I was ready to get that passcode and spy on Faith. Her character intrigued me. And I'll have to my fair share of snooping on Jessie today as well. I have a dislike for Jessie, but I know once I rid her, Faith will be great full. If she isn't already, she may even fall in love with me. That thought brings me joy.

I headed over to the school and went back up on my tree. I hoped no one saw me because of the light of morning, but I was able to become hidden in the thick trees.

I looked in Jessie's room to find no one; she was already off to class, eh? My binoculars then pointed at Faith's room. Empty as well. My gut started to turn, leaving me to think that something wasn't right...