Just A Toy || JJP

What did I Do?

Jaebeom's POV

    I was walking around the neighborhood just thinking about JInyoung.

    "I hope he is ok..." I say to myself as I continue to walk around. I had left my backpack at school, so I have nothing other than my phone, my keys, and wallet.

    After awhile of walking around, I get a message from Youngjae. I didn't want to look at it, but I said fuck it and opened my phone.

Youngjae
Hey Jaebeom I have some bad news...

    I immediately thought of Jinyoung. Is he... No he can't be. I hope...

Me
Hey, what happened?

Youngjae
Jimin told me not to tell you but....
Jinyoung is in critical condition.
The paramedics think he may have some internal bleeding.

    I just stared at the message...critical condition? What did I do to him? If he doesn't make it, it will be my fault...

Me
Youngjae...
I don't fucking care
He's not important to me
He can die and I won't feel sorry

Youngjae
Oh right...
I forgot you don't care about your victims...
Haha funny...

    I couldn't have Youngjae think I felt something for Jinyoung. No that can't happen I need to not think about him. He is just making my life worse. I don't love him, well i think i don't... NO, love does not exist and he is nothing to me. I thought to myself. Just as I was about to put away my phone, Youngjae sends me a pic.

  Youngjae
[Inserts Picture]
In case you wanted to see how fucked up you left Jinyoung.

    I felt a tear running down my cheek.

"Why Jaebeom? WHY DID YOU THINK THAT WAS OK?! WHY HIM?!" I told myself.

In the pic, Jinyoung was on a gurney with an oxygen mask over his nose and mouth. Jimin was next to him holding his hand, looking at him. His jacket was off and his shirt was lifted up to reveal his stomach. His stomach...was covered in bruises. His skin wasn't the same color of his face nor arms. His skin was a mixture of the color red, purple, and blue. I didn't know that i had kicked him with that much force. At this point, I was crying without realizing it.

"You fucked up, Jaebeom..." I heard a voice behind me. I quickly wiped away my tears and slowly turned around. Jackson... was standing there.

"I fucked up where exactly?" I asked as if I didn't know anything about Jinyoung.

"Cut the act Jaebeom, we both know you were the one who sent Jinyoung to the hospital." He cut straight to the point. He threw my backpack at me. I just stood there and said nothing.

"Why?"

"Why, what?"

"Why did you do it? It's his first day and you have already sent him to the emergency room."

"H-he was in my way." Shit. I stuttered.

"Did you just stutter?" Fuck. I'm caught.

"N-no I didn't stutter?"

"You did it again! What are you hiding Im Jaebeom?"

"Nothing! Why the fuck would I hide something from my best bro." I tried to say honestly.