Crushing Grief (Ben Barlow)

Songs

Bens P.O.V
I woke up and I saw Sofia sleeping next to me, slowly everything that had happened a couple of hours before came back into my head, and I started to think about her, if she was okay, I felt pretty bad about bringing it up, but i know it wasn't my intention, i brushed my thoughts of guilt aside and i slowly got up so i didn't wake her, i grabbed my phone off the kitchen counter i saw that it was 2 a.m. and groaned slightly I was tired, i should go to sleep. I checked my messages, 9 texts from Fil, oh god.

{ * means text }

* Fil : Hey so i need to talk to you about Ashley.
* Fil : This is really important.
* Fil : Don't be a twat answer me.
* Fil : Ben i swear you fucking ass
* Fil : BEN ANSWER ME
* Fil : Oh wait weren't you out with Sofia on a date today.
* Fil : Do you like her?
* Fil: Oooo mate did you get some
* Fil : OH MY GOD YOU DID YOU SLICK BASTARD
* Me : Swing by later today and we can talk.
I set my phone down and went upstairs, I started strumming my acoustic guitar and started to make up
an awful song about Sofia's eyes ,and how pretty her hair was, and how when she bites her lower lip its drives me nu- oh i've got it bad. I kept singing quietly, but two minutes later she walked into my room looking a little sleepy as she rubbed her eyes a bit. God she was so damn cute.
"Your song is so lovely," she said as she sat down next to me, "How much did you hear," I replied. "Enough," she said giggling slightly. "Did I wake you up?" i asked. "No, I just felt that you were gone and I was just making sure you didn't run away with some promiscuous blond," she said laughing.
"Why would i do that when i have you?" I asked. "Oh you know men, never knowing what they want," she said sleepily. "Well I know that I want you, and no one else," I said to her confidently. "Well thats good, because I feel the same," she said. After that she slowly moved up to the top of the bed and I calmly put my arms around her and she quickly fell asleep as i hummed to her.