Crushing Grief (Ben Barlow)

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Bens P.O.V
We woke up the next morning. She was facing me, she had crashed from last night. Her thick, curly black hair was covering her breasts, she looked like a painting. She looked so peaceful. She woke up a few minutes later, I was still facing her. "What," she asked. "Nice neck," I said smugly. She just started giggling. "Go look at your back and neck," she said smiling. I got up and went to the bathroom and looked at my neck and back. "They guys are gonna make fun of me all day," he said. "At least you're getting some," she said.
"Well last night that was love, you know that right," I said walking back into our bedroom. "Yes, Im just saying in male terms," she said. "Very true," I said smiling. She then got up and put some underwear on and one of my shirts. "My shirts look better on you," I said. "Of course they do, I have boobs," she said. "Great boobs I may add," I said. She rolled her eyes at me and walked towards me. "Well i hope you had fun last night, I know I did," she said. "I loved it, and I love you," I said. "I love you too Ben," she said. I leaned in for a kiss and she did the same. We kissed and she walked past me to the kitchen, slapping my ass on the way. "Kinky," I shouted to her. All I heard was a giggle.

Sofia's P.O.V
I really love Ben, I know he loves me. But Why do i get the feeling that he doesn't love me as much as I do. I know it hasn't been too long and I get attached to guy, very quickly. I brushed my thoughts aside and got some milk and honey and heated water up for tea. He came downstairs with a shirt and boxers on. Got he was handsome. "Tea?" I asked. "Please," he said as he reached for mugs from the cupboard. When the tea was ready we sat down in silence. I decided to ask him. "Hey, so when you love me, you mean it right," I said. He was taking a sip of tea and looked up at me with sadness in his eyes. He set his mug down. "I love you, I would sacrifice anything for you, I am already so attached to you, and that scares me," he said sincerely. "Good because I thought it was only me," I said. He got up from his chair and came over to me and he made me stand up, and looked at me and said,"Sofia Nocito I love you and every fucking cell in your body." I smiled and said "I love you too." He then kissed me with such passion, and it drove me to tears. After we broke the kiss, tears began to stream down my face. "Baby why are you crying," he whispered to me. "Im just really happy that you love me, and that you weren't using me," I said sniffling a bit. "I would never," he said shocked. And we pulled apart he kissed my forehead and headed over to the couch and got bundled up in blankets and talked until we had nothing else to say.