Crushing Grief (Ben Barlow)

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1 month later
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Sofia P.O.V
I knew that Ben was leaving for warped tour in a couple of weeks and we were spending every minute together that we could. I've become so close to Ben these past few weeks, and I feel as if i could trust him with my life, well i do trust him with my life. Ben is letting me stay at his flat until he leaves, so I get to see him more often, I don't know how he doesn't get tired of me.
Its around 9 p.m. and I heard Ben come through the door with takeout.
"Hey baby," he said, setting the bag of food on the table. He kissed softly, and when he broke the kiss all his did was stare back at me. "What? Do I have something on my face?" i asked. "No I don't understand how i got so lucky with you, you're so perfect," he said.
"Stop Ben I'm blushing," i said covering my face. He pushed my chin up to were our eyes met, and looked at me with his bright blue eyes and said, "I love you," I bit my lower lip and said, "I love you too." He slammed his lips against mine and i backed up and felt the door behind me. He had one hand on my hip and the other in my hair pulling my face closer to his, only making the kiss deeper. He licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance, I gladly accepted as he slipped his tongue into my mouth and we continued to make out for what seemed like hours. My hand had been in his hair slighty pulling at it just to tease him a little. I felt his hand go and grab my bum and a soft moan escaped my lips. I felt him smirk and he broke the kiss and began to kiss my jaw, and he moved slowly down to my neck sucking until leaving a mark from each spot. "Jump," he whispered. I jumped onto him and I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me to our bedroom. He laid me down on the bed, he looked at me and said, "Love are you sure?" I replied with, "Im sure." With one swift motion he slipped his shirt off and hovered over me between my legs as he kissed me. I ended up flipping up over and straddling him, and I cupped his cheek and kissed him quickly, and then proceeded to take my shirt off. Then Ben sat up and went to unclip my bra, he turned us over so thar he was over me, again, i guess he is a dom, fuck yeah. He grabbed my breasts and kissed each one and he continued kiss down until he got to my leggings, he pulled them off, and after he took of his jeans, it only left us in underwear, he looked down at my bare body, "So damn beautiful," he said. He smiled and leaned in for a kiss. I felt his erection on my thin lacy underwear, and I began to grind against him. I heard him groan, knowing that I was getting to him. He slipped his hand underneath my underwear and began to rub me slowly. "Fuck baby," i moaned and threw my head back onto the pillow running my hand through my hair. I sat up so i could kiss him, i moved my hand under the waistband of his boxers, and grabbed his shaft, slowly moving up and down. I took off his boxers and placed his tip in my mouth, slowly making circles with my tongue, and pumping my hand up and down. "Holy shit," Ben muttered under his breath as he watched me and he ran his hand through his hair. I took him out of my mouth and he climbed on top
of me and made his way down to my inner thighs, sucking and leaving hickeys. He took my underwear off and threw it away from the bed. He placed his head between my legs and began to glide his tongue against my core, he then began to move his tongue rapidly and he knew i was close, "Ben, shit baby, I-" i said while biting my lip. I pulled on his hair and let go. He then made his way up to my face and kissed me. "You ready?" he asked. "Yes," I said. He slowly entered me and and i took in a sharp breath. He gave me a moment to adjust, and then he started to move back and forth slowly to make sure I was okay, "I'm fine, don't worry," i whispered. He started to pick up the pace and our breaths were getting louder, "Fuck you feel so good love," he whispered. He slowed down a bit and looked at me and said, "Tonights all about you okay babe?" he said sternly. "Take me, please," I said impulsively. "It would be my pleasure," he said with a smirk. And out of nowhere he slammed into me and hit my g-spot perfectly. "Holy shit," I said loudly as he hit my spot perfectly each time he rammed into me. Loud moans escaped my mouth after each thrust, "Fuck Ben, Im so close," I said quietly. "Me too," he groaned. His movements became sloppier as me reached our highs and let go and as I moaned his name, he pulled out of me and rolled off to my side. "That was-," He said panting. "Amazing," I said interrupting him.