As im ready to bring about the end of my existance my cell pings "a text from who?" An old friend from school. We talk for a little while then she asks if i would like to meet "i suppose i could i guess i should do something before i disappear." Two days have gone by and its time to meet her , i begin my walk to her house (a little lost on my route) as i walk down the many roads with my music playing through my headphones i begin to think. I dont remember much about her but if im right shes alot like me , quite different gothic almost maybe it won't be so bad after all i guess. Finally i arrive at her home , i spot her for the first time she doesnt seem scared of me like others , she invites me inside and makes me welcome. We spend some time catching up on life and i start feeling something very strange i cannot think straight its like i was never considering even dying in the first place , maybe it will pass once i leave..