So time has passed and we are meeting quite often but there was one time we met and something happened , she kissed me then the weirdest feeling flowed through me it was warmth then numbness. Not a bad numb more like the world around me isnt there , all the pain and worrys are gone.
She takes my hand and tells me "if you ever need anything ever, ill be here"
I move towards her lips and we begin kiss passionatly for a few minutes eventaully she holds me down and start to have sex with me the thoughts and feelings going through my head are all new to me almost like im happy. So is this it , what it feels like when your safe and not alone..