The next night i find myself back where i was at the start a bottle of pills and ready to leave , however somethings different its like a voice in my head is asking me to stop playing her voice in my head over and over. Why can't i stop hearing her voice , its like shes a drug if only i can get another fix i could be okay. It burns like heroin but could i see her again so soon would it be wrong. I mumble to myself "f*ck ill just ask her and get some sleep , i can't seem to live and can't seem to die.) She reply almost in an instant , she said yes , i guess thats it ill see her one more time get rid of this feeling and finally be ready to give in...
