7:07am, 30th August. 2014

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I think about you all the time. 

I miss you nearly all the time.
I question what I did wrong and wish I could take it all back at once.
I know you weren't happy, but not just with me but the world
although I tried my hardest, I failed at it all.
thinking of you with someone else, makes my heartache
to not be called "yours" is what I hate most,
I can't do it, not even when I try my hardest.
it's like a spell over me, can't move on, can't breathe or be happy without you here with me.

first, second and third chances gone to dust but who said the fourth is worth nothing at all?
make it right this time around, love you more than I did before, appreciate all that you are and more,
and never let you go.

I may sound selfish,
I may sound cruel,
but inside I know that all I ever wanted was you.


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