Angel of Death

Chapter 5: Irresistible

(As you might notice I changed the name of this story! The old name was just too much Hush Hush. And I never planned on keeping the old name anyway, so hope you like the new one. Also changed the cover!)

"I'm going with Alex?" I say looking at him questioningly. "You never asked me to come along?" 

Not that I wanted him to, it's just that he already scares the crap out of me with all this mysterious stuff going on and going to a party with him on Saturday doesn't really seem like a brilliant idea, even tho it's only a birthday party.

 A lot can happen on a birthday party.

It's Haley's birthday party. I remind myself, definitely not a good idea.

He takes of his black beanie and shakes his head several times and runs his hand through his curls before he puts the beanie back up.

One of his famous smirks appear on his pink lips. "Would you rather have me asking first? We both know you'd end up coming with me anyway. I was just saving time."

What!? That's not true, who does he think he is to just make my decisions for me? And what makes him think he knows me well enough to just assume things like that? I would have not ended up going with him if he really had asked me first. Not at all.

I know that he can scan my face, read it like an open book. I really need to learn how to hide my feelings, because he smiles. Not his usual smile, but a smile that shows of his teeth that are perfectly white and his deep dimples appear making him look a lot younger than he actually is. How old is he? This new thought appears, he goes to my class but he must at least be one or two years older than me.

"C'mon I'm irresistible." He says almost making me smile, but I refuse to show him that it's all okay after all.

"Yeah, sure." I mumble under my breath and shake my head, he frowns.

"Alexandra do you think I'm lying to you?"

I almost jump as he calls me by my whole name, he really needs to stop doing that.

"Don't do that." I say and blush, I don't know why but I just do it.

"Do what?" I can see he's pushing me around, he knows exactly what I mean.

"Calling me by my whole name. It makes me uncomfortable." I admit and his eyes go a darker shade of green again.

"Do you always get uncomfortable or is it just because of me?" I'm startled by his question but too embarrassed to look into his eyes so I just look down. I don't want him to be able to read my face, he'll know exactly what the answer is to that question.

I mean I always get uncomfortable when people call me by my whole name, but that's only because I'm not used to it. And it's a whole different feeling.

I mean there is uncomfortable, and then there is uncomfortable. The feeling I get when he says my name like that is a whole different experience from if for example Nina calls me Alexandra. The way he makes it sound, the way my name comes of his lips makes me somehow... weak. NO. I tell myself. I barely know him, the way he says my name doesn't make me anything.

"And yes, I think you're lying to me." I say ignoring his latest question by answering one of his older. He smirks, confidently and then starts walking down the hall to the stairs. He turns around as if expecting someone and then looks at me telling me to follow him. "What... what are you doing?" I ask as he hurries down the stairs and walks straight to a group of girls.

"Proving you wrong of course." He smiles, eyes shining.

I realize what he means after a few seconds, but it's too late. There are about five to six girls all looking like they just got out of a strip club. They must be one year older than me and they give Harry approving looks as he interrupts their chat.