July 9, 5:03 pm
Amber Loyzaga
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Rylie:
Ambs
Amber:
Yes?
Rylie:
This is getting harder and harder
Amber:
Hays
Amber:
Anong sabi niya?
Rylie:
Wala
Rylie:
He's just trying to act like everything is normal
Rylie:
Tapos I can feel that he's becoming extra sweeter just to please me and to bring back how we are in the past
Rylie:
Ang hirap nang ganito
Rylie:
He's making too much effort as if it's his fault kung bakit nawawalan ako nang gana
Rylie:
He's not the problem, I am
Amber:
You know, Ry I understand your situation
Amber:
I know where you're coming from
Amber:
Pero nakakaawa din naman si Alex
Amber:
Araw-araw na lang, through texts, through calls and if you'll see each other in person cold ka rin sa kanya
Amber:
That's torture for him everyday, Ry
Rylie:
Believe me, Amber I want to go back to the old me but it's so hard
Rylie:
Lalo na with all the things that's happening
Rylie:
Ni hindi pa nga nahuhuli sina Matthew sa ginawa nila kay Alex because we have no proof
Rylie:
Tapos ngayon, I can't even kiss my boyfriend because of the insecurities and anxiety that has been dominating me lately
Rylie:
I feel like Alex is not safe with me anymore
Rylie:
I don't even feel safe with my own thoughts
Amber:
Oh Rylie
Amber:
What have this cruel world done to you? You do not deserve any of this
Amber:
You and Alex do not deserve this kind of pain. I'm sad
Rylie:
Maybe it's time for me to end his pain because I can no longer afford seeing him lose himself just to fix me
