July 25, 11:48 pm
Ambeeer 🌹
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Rylie:
Happiest birthday to my baby prof! I hope you enjoyed your day even when I caused you too much pain. Alam mo ba, I have millions messages for you that I never send, kasi I don't want to mess everything up. I don't want to pull you close and push you away after
Rylie:
And Alex, there is nothing wrong with you. You are so close to being perfect. I am the problem, Alex
Rylie:
I have fears, insecurities, and anxieties, living inside me. I just don't want to drag you on my own black hole. You deserve a harmonious and peaceful life
Rylie:
I wish nothing but happiness for you. I hope someday, you find a woman that would love you unconditionally. A woman that is afraid to hurt and leave you
Rylie:
A woman that is not me
Rylie:
I still love you even if it's masakit
Rylie:
I miss you so much, Alex and there's not a day that I didn't cry for you
Rylie:
I always miss your intoxicating scent, I always miss the warmth of your embrace
Rylie:
I miss the way your smile makes my heart jump off my chest
Rylie:
I miss the way you give me strength when I am at my weakest point
Rylie:
I miss our bonding with our son, Jett. I just miss everything about you, Alex
Rylie:
Of all the Monserattes in this world, you will always be my favorite
Rylie:
Happy birthday, mi amor! I love you. Always
Amber:
I'm fucking crying
