December 23, 11:40 pm
Ambeeer 🌹
Rylie:
Touchdown
Amber:
Touchdown what?? Touch down manila?
Rylie:
No
Rylie:
Touchdown Alexandro's condo
Amber:
The fuck?? Hahaha
Amber:
Nakakaloka ka
Amber:
Bakit diyan ka dumiretso??? Hahahaha
Rylie:
Ayaw ko nang gisingin sina mommy
Rylie:
Hahatid naman ako ni Alex bukas ng morning hihi
Amber:
Hoy!!!
Amber:
Apaka landi!! Hahaha
Amber:
You two just can't get your hands off of each other huh?
Amber:
Ikaw ah
Amber:
Naglilihim ka na ba sa'kin??
Rylie:
Hoy! Hindi ah!
Amber:
Hindi daw
Amber:
Tell me, bff
Amber:
Are you and your baby prof already had sex?
Rylie:
Ay so straightforward
Rylie:
Pero tbh, not yet
Amber:
But why????
Rylie:
Hmm
Rylie:
I want to kwento this sa personal kasi e
Rylie:
Gusto mo ba now na?
Amber:
Now na!!
Amber:
I can't wait na!
Rylie:
Okay
Rylie:
Alex and I kiss a lot in Spain. We make out a lot pero we don't get that far
Rylie:
Kasi whenever it's getting hot na he would break away
Rylie:
Not because he doesn't want me but because he feels like I'm still not ready
Rylie:
Which is true
Rylie:
Kasi there's this one time
Rylie:
We were about to do it na
Amber:
Tapos tapos
Rylie:
Pero all the morbid things that Matthew and Tanner said behind my back keeps on replaying on my mind
Rylie:
I was feeling harassed, Amber
Rylie:
I feel disgusted
Amber:
Shet :<<<
Rylie:
Pakiramdam ko if Alex didn't just sense na I was starting to feel uncomfortable tapos may nangyari samin, I would just feel disgusted with myself
Rylie:
Baka hindi si Alex ang maisip ko while we're doing it
Rylie:
Because every disgusting details that Tanner wanted to do to me keeps on screaming inside my head
Rylie:
Baka maitulak ko lang si Alex
Rylie:
Baka pati sa kanya ma feel ko na unsafe ako even when I shouldn't
Rylie:
Because he's been nothing but a gentleman to me. He did nothing but to make me feel loved, safe and sound. I hate this Amber
Amber:
Damn. I'm sorry
Amber:
How did Alex react to that?
Rylie:
He hugged me tight
Rylie:
He understands
Rylie:
He even keep on apologizing kahit wala naman siyang dapat na ika-sorry
Rylie:
I was just crying and feeling guilty because I just love him so much and I want to give my all to him pero hindi ko magawa
Rylie:
I even told him that we can try again but he firmly said no
Rylie:
"I am not after your body, Rylie. I am after your heart, mind, and soul. I've got no plans to do things that would hurt you and to make you do things that you aren't ready for.
Don't you ever feel guilty about being not ready, Rylie. That is fine with me, I understand... Everything takes time."
Rylie:
He said that tapos iyak lang ako like I'm a little girl
Rylie:
Grabeeeee deserve ko ba siya????
Amber:
You do, Ry. Every bit of him
Amber:
I'm so sad with the battle that you have to deal at the moment pero at the same time, kampante na ako because you have the right man beside you
