Christian Wilson, the most spoiled child by the family, became a headache for many. Always in new problems, challenging life and death. Inevitably sweeping hearts and something else.
Behind that pretty boy's face hides a twisted and fucking sexy sou...
I woke up remembering that I left my motorcycle somewhere. I wanted to talk but something in my mouth prevented me, did not let sound, or moisten my lips, I had really very dry. I took off whatever it was as I could -Christian: my motorcycle, I have to go find the bike-I noticed that I had no strength, I could not get up and my breathing was agitated- -Marie Anne: son! You're awake, don't stay still- Mom was crying or laughing, I'm not sure, my vision was blurred and my chest hurt- -Christian: mom what's going on? Where am I? - I think I was desperate because I began to feel agitated and there was an annoying noise similar to the beats, but even louder and louder- Soon a nurse and a doctor appeared, they asked me to calm down that everything was fine, the truth is that I could not calm down, I did not understand what was happening and that makes me very nervous. I started struggling with doctors -Christian: don't touch me! Now leave me! I want to go... -Dr. Fernandez: Okay, I let you go but you have to promise me that you are going to stop fighting, you are very weak and that you wear like this does not help you. Come on still * call Dr. Carina Moreno, I need your help * -he said to the nurse- -Marie Anne: son pay attention, stay still. You must not shake suddenly a doctor comes running and looks at us- -Dr. Fernandez: Come closer, Carina, we can't leave you still -Carina: let's see what is her name and what's going on? -Nurse: his name is Christian, he recovers from respiratory arrest, he doesn't let himself be touched and he wants to get up- he said without stopping to breathe- -Carina: but why do you want to leave? I need you to calm down and look me in the eyes- I had a very soft and fruity perfume, it immediately caught my attention and woke up all my senses when I saw his face. Shit was beautiful, she had green eyes, light hair on her shoulders and perfect teeth-her eyes, I stayed in her eyes-
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-Carina: well, calm, that's better, don't you want to be tied to the stretcher, right? - -Christian: well that depends, if you're going to play with me I can't resist- I pulled my inner panther on the prowl- Everyone laughed except my mom who grabbed her head- -Marie Anne: Excuse me Cari, this boy or convalescent stops to go from ready- Apparently they already knew each other, doctors treated Mom like another colleague, so they were in confidence- -Carina: don't worry Marie, he's a young boy, it's normal for him to do that and a good sign, it means he is attentive to what he sees, what he thinks and can express it * if he had a respiratory arrest and a resuscitation as he says His record is excellent news * - he looked at me- the lack of oxygen in the brain can leave irreversible consequences- -Marie Anne: if I know, I'm happy and really grateful to you for saving him -Christian: I would appreciate you telling me because I'm here- I said trying to get attention- -Carina: I'm going to ask you to leave me with him so we can chat- -Christian: this gets interesting-
-Marie Anne: Christian please behave- great, I just woke up from me don't know what and they're already scolding me. Once everyone left, she approached a table of those in which they serve you food, put a folder with my medical history, supported a notebook and a pen- He sat on the bed next to me and gave me a look and a nice smile - calm junior, here you have to behave - at least for now - I told my member, who was about to be noticed - yes, I speak to my penis, what man does not? Is our friend ... does not one talk to his friends? - -Carina: let's see, tell me why do you think you're here? - -Christian: I really have no idea, I don't remember what could have happened- -Carina: mmm is fine, so ... what is your last memory? I put my head into operation...
-Christian: we were celebrating graduation with my friends on a record, we took a lot and ...- immediately the memory of the pill and Julian telling me not to do it appeared as a projection in my mind- I took a small pill in light blue color with the drawing of an emoji * shit don't tell mom please * they will kill me- -Carina: they already know Christian, neglect that nobody is going to kill you- he said taking my hand- you are here a little more than two weeks ago, they did all kinds of studies, so they would inevitably know- I pushed my head back, wanting to melt it with the pillow, I looked to the side opposite the doctor. I could not contain my tears, I imagine how my parents felt and my chest hurt, I admit that I was an idiot, I had already been drugged before, I do not know what happened to me this time. -Carina: hey what's the matter? - He handed me a tissue- since when do you consume? -Christian: not long ago and it is not continuous, only when I go to parties- but I have already seen my parents more times than necessary with that expression of disappointment on my face, I am always behaving like an idiot, making them suffer and it hurts - -Carina: now. And why do you do it? I kept thinking, trying to give a coherent explanation - and there wasn't or at least I wasn't going to say it - it's not consistent to get high or do stupid things for fun- -Christian: I don't know, I guess I don't think about the consequences- I started coughing ugly and my heart rate accelerated-
-Carina: calm down ... put on the oxygen. Then we'll talk * Dr. Can Fernandez please come in? -He called from the door of the room- he stirred too much so I made him put on the mask- -Dr. Fernandez: Okay, we'll do some tests and let him rest * thank you doctor for your collaboration- After some checks, Mom came in, this time she laid her head on my abdomen and hugged me, I realized she was crying inconsolably- -Christian: mom sorry I never wanted to get to this point- -Marie Anne: you were dead for 20 minutes, you were in a bed for 2 weeks and you had us with your heart in your mouth since your 12 years, why son? What we did to try to hurt you all the time - you are going to tell me that you did not know that the mixture of ecstasy with alcohol is a bomb for the heart and brain? - We speak it son, we gave you a master class with your father, didn't you did you hear anything about everything we told you? - This last sentence said it in a louder tone - what if you died??? Do you know everything we suffered with you since you were born? the uncertainty of whether you were going to live, if you were going to get sick, if you were going to have a normal life, the care we gave you, the whole nights awake, believing you were going to die, because you were feverish, a damn Christian fever, something so normal in a child you could kill yourself and you go through life fighting with anyone, smoking crap and getting pills- do you want to die? Do you want that? - He kept crying-
I could not articulate a word, I just looked towards the window where I saw the sky, I did not drop a tear, Mom was right in everything, and I screwed up in my life and in the love of my family. I'm shit I know. But that was me. A rebel without a cause and a resentment of life, who had no known apparent reasons for his behavior.
