LONG GONE | T.K FF

◇ Droplets ◇

(637 words) kinda short chapter
Author's p.o.v

Taehyung sat on the floor of his empty and roomateless dorm. Crying while blood droplets fell from his thighs, he knows better than to cut where it is visible, he would just get taunted for it and be told to do worse to himself, he learned that the hard way. He stood up and looked at the half broken bathroom mirror he punched a couple days back. He looked at the bruises on his face that were created a couple days ago and only thought of his imperfections.

He thought about how he was fat, ugly, he hated his dark brown eyes, his body smile. He hated everything about himself. His other personalities thought differently but he is too fucked up mentally to listen.

"Taehyungie stop think of yourself like this."

"I can't help it V."

"If you would just let me out and let me beat their asses, this wouldn't be happening."

"No V I dont want to hurt anybody."

"But they hurt you Taehyung and you know me I will gladly kill them if you let me."

"No! You know what happened last time when I let you out, I nearly got expelled because you almost kille scv the dude."

"But-"

"That's enough."

"Why do I even try."

Then he was gone, obviously angry at Taehyung for not listening to him.

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Taehyung's p.o.v

I sighed weakly, cleaning up the blood that feel from my cuts. I know V wants to 'help' me but I hate when he comes out, he only cares to hurt people. Let's just say he is my most violent personality. My other personality, Taetae is way calmer mostly cuz he is my head space personality. He is mentally five years old. He comes out when I feel the most vulnerable which is very often.

I walked out of the bathroom and got dressed for class. I heard a knock on the door and I went to open it. "What's up Tae, why are you not fully ready yet it is 8:30 and class starts at 8:55?" Jimin asked. Yeah Jimin is my very close cousin he acts like my body guard, I tell him not to but never he listens to me. He is kinda my only 'friend'. He is kind of mother in some way. Since my parents abandoned me when I was young.

"S-sorry Jiminie I just got distracted." He raised his eyebrows at me. "A moment huh? What kind of moment? A moment where you break down after you look in the mirror. You sit on the floor and cut your legs and think negative thoughts of yourself. I'm not dumb Taehyung." Damn he knows me so well.

"I'm sorry Jimin." He nodded, accepting my apology. "Did V talk to you again?" I nodded looking down. "What did he say this time?"

"Nothing much, just told me not to think negative of myself and wanted me to let him out when stuff happens to me every once in a while. Nothing bad as usual." Jimin looked at me with a unreadable expression.

"That's strange, I would expect him to make fun of you or something. I'm really surprised you come to him for comfort."I shrugged while putting on my shoes. "Now let's go or we will be late. Also I heard there is going to be a transfer student joining our school today." I sighed not really excited.

"Dont worry, not everybody is the same Taehyung, he might be different." He pet my hair in comfort.

"We only dream."

Hiya. I'm not gonna lie I'm kinda stressed. I have never made two stories at once. But it is exciting in some way lol but anyway here is my first chapter of this story hope you enjoy.