LONG GONE | T.K FF

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(1345 words)
Taehyung's p.o.v

I squinted my eyes ate the light coming hrough our bedroom door, I rolled over looking over at Jungkook. I looked down because I heard rappers or what ever cumple from my movements. I saw two empty chip bag by my feet.

My eyes widened when I came to realization that I ate those two bags of chips. I quickly got out of bed and ran into the bathroom, closing the door but not realizing I forgot to lock.

I began panicking. This isgoing to ruin my cycle, its going to ruin m progress. Just by eating those chips last night I could of just gained 5 pounds.(Fact: I suffer from this too. Its not a bad as Taehyungs will be bu its there)

I went over to the weigher scale to weigh my size. I weighed 110Ibs. My eyes widened. I gained two pounds. I began crying like I was scared of food. Why did Jungkokk have to bring put all those snacks. I couldn' help myself.

I looked in the mirror after I took off my shirt. I frowned. I still looked fat. Why can't I lose all of this already. Tears fell and I turned around. I saw the toilet and wen towards. To help myself I need to throw up what I ate last night.

I don't really have a gag reflex so this is going to be hard. I took two finger and shoved them down my throat. It didn't wor the first time so I tried again. This time it worked. I threw up the food in my stomach. I threw up a few times until I whipped my mouth with toilet paper. I sat against the wall, tears falling from my throwing up.

"Tae baby are you okay?" Taehyung jumped, hearing Jungkook's voice. Shit. "U-uhm yeah koo I'm okay. Just a stomach ache. I'll be put there in a minute."

"How bad is your stomach ache? Do you want me to bring you some medican baby?" Taehyung's heart melt. It make him slightly regret what he's doing. "N-no its okay. I will get some from in here if I have to." Taehyung said hoping Jungkook would leave.

"Okay, well hurry baby cause we have class soon. I'll make you some tea to help your tummy." God why is he so sweet. I don't deserve this boy.

I sat there for a little bit longer and then I got up, looking in the mirror. Suddenly the door opened making me jump. "Tae I need to shower do you- Taehyung why are you so thin!" Jungkook looked at me in shock and in concern.

I stopped my movements, not being able to function. "Nothing. I'm fine." I said with not emotion. I tried putting one my shirt but he stopped me. He grabbed my shirt and took it from me.

"Tae have you stopped eating baby?" I gulped. I felt tears build up in my eyes. "No Kook I'm okay. We have to get to class." I walked away from him amd put on a bug hoodie and some joggers.

"Did you throw up on purpose!?"

"No."

No one's P.o.v

"You are lying to me Taehyung. Don't lie to me." Jungkook quickly came out of the bathroom with a soft but stern look. "What if I did and what if I am." Taehyung said with a gulp, slipping on his converse.

"Taehyung that isn't healthy what the hell are you thinking!" Taehyung didn't pay attention. He grabbed his bag and walked towards the door. "Taehyung! We aren't leaving until you tell me why the hell you are starving yourself." Jungkook was getting angry but not particularly at Taehyung.

"It's bot of your buissness Jungkook so stay the hell out of it!" Taehyung snapped at Jungkook. Taehyung regretted it but there was no going back. Jungkook was shook but he soon had growing anger appear.

"It is my fucking buissness Taehyung! I'm your fucking boyfriend for god sakes!" Jungkook yelled causing the boys to come out of their dorm room, including some other people.

"Just because your my boyfriend Jungkook doesn't mean you have to keep tabs on everything I'm doing! You don't control me! You don't need to know everything Jungkook!" Taehyung yelled in anger and sorrow.

Jungkook was taken back by what just happened. "I get that Taehyung but because I'm your boyfriend I can worry about you!" Jungkook sighed and tried going towards Taehyung but he just stepped back.

"Well stop worry about me because I don't need it!" Taehyung yelled and at that he left. Jungkook tried going after him but it was already too late.

"Jungkook what happened?" Jimin asked coming out of his dorm room putting kn his left shoe. Jungkook sighed and wipped away the tear coming down.

"He is starving himself. This morning I woke up and he wasn't him bed and I heard gagging sounds in the bathroom. I was worried so I asked and he tild me he wasn't feeling good so I left it alone.

He was in there for long and I meeded a shower so I walked in. He didn't have his shirt on and you could see his ribs. So being a caring boyfriend I asked about it. He started getting offensive and he began yelling at me.

What did I do wrong?" Jungkook said sadly. The rest of the boys walked over to them. Jimin sighed shakily. "He is doing it again." Jungkook looked at him confused. "Doing what?" Jimin sighed.

"He is starving himself again." Jungkook was shocked. "He did this before?" Jungkook got sadder. "Yeah it caused him a hospital visit. he did it back in high school before I moved away. He got bullied really badly and he stopped eating for big amounts of time.

He would stop smiling, he wore big clothes like he is now. And he became very mean and defensive. He didn't want any bodies help. He hated talking about it. But one day we were in gym and he passed out. I took him to the hospital and the doctor told me he hasn't eaten for months and he became anorexic."

Jin gasped. "How did I not notice." Jin began crying, hiding in Namjoons shoulder. "After that I forced him to get better slowly and soon he got better. He wouldn't do this for no reason Jungkook. And it isn't your fault."

"It's Taehyung's brain telling him he needs too." Jungkook sighed. He felt like a failure. A horrible boyfriend. How did he not notice this sooner?

"Come on guys we'll talk about this later. He have to get to class." Everyone nodded and left the dorms.

But what they never noticed once again was someone was recording everything that just happened......