LONG GONE | T.K FF

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(1141 words)
Jungkook's p.o.v

I opened my eyes, squinting at the afternoon sunlight coming through the window. I looked at the time and it was 4 PM. "Damn I slept that long?" (Believe it or not...I sleep until 4 or 5 pm) my mother disapproves but I cant help it hehe)

I looked down beside me and it was empty. Where was Taehyung? "Taehyung?" I called for him and he walked into the bedroom looking cute and hot at the same time. He had one of my white T-shirts on and it went down to his mid thighs and he only boxers on under.

I licked my lips looking at his luscious thighs. Damn those thighs. "Yeah kook?" I motioned for him to come here. He slightly ran and jumped on the bed sitting on my lap. "Where were you baby?" I asked kissing him on the cheek.

"The kitchen. I woke up about an hour ago so I decided to go clean the mess while you slept." He stated, wrapping his arms around my neck. "Are you sore?" He shook his head.

"Nope. You were really gentle so there is no need to be sore." I smiled at his answer but then frowned thinking about his question earlier. "Baby can I ask you something and if there is an answer tell me please." He looked confused but nodded.

"Why did you ask me earlier if I would be gentle? Why did you ask if would hurt you or not?" He tensed at my questions and it was pretty obvious. "J-Jungkook I-I dont feel-"

"Please Taehyung dont hide from me. I got really worried when you asked me or even why. I hope you know I would never hurt you. Not on purpose so please dont hide."

He laid his head on my shoulder and shuddered as if he was cold.

"I will tell you everything okay...Why I'm like this and why I asked those two questions this morning. Please listen." I nodded rubbing his back.

"W-when I was dating Kang the first year an a half he was really sweet. He would always compliment me every day and tell me I was beautiful. He made me feel comfortable. He gave me the confidence to come out so one day I asked him to come over to my parents house so I can tell them I was gay.

He came over and I finally came out to my parents. My father got so angry. He slapped the hell out of me and yelled at me to get out of his house. My mom didnt say anything, just stood there disgusted. Kang said I could move in with him since we were already almost done with school. So I took the offer and moved in with him.

It was good at first. He would wake up before me to make me breakfast. He would even go to the nearby Cafe to get me the strawberry milkshake I liked so much.

We would cuddle and watch movies. Do all the couple stuff, hang out with his friends. I was just happy. Sometimes he would ask if we could the next step but I always denied saying I was not ready. He at first would except my answer and leave it alone but his calmness soon turned into getting angry at my answer and yelling at me.

And on a Saturday while I was laying on our bed and him in the kitchen or living room because we got into a fight, more like him blaming me for something. But he barged into the room and pinned me to the b-bed. He-he forsed it Ju-Jungkook. N-not even b-bothering to be g-gentle. He was probably harsh on purpose. No prep he just started. I screamed for him to stop but he just ignored my b-begging.

After that day that's when I fell into my depression. Well I already had it but it seemed to get worse. And also that day that's when he began his abusing. He would hit me with o-objects, with his fists. Just what ever he c-chose that day.

And the sexual abuse continued. For four months and two damn days I had to deal with that. Everyday. I was too scared to leave him so I stayed but the day I finally got away with him. He cheated on me with this girl I didn't even know the name of and he dumped me right in front of her.

I-I was sad and heartbroken but I-I was still happy I g-got away f-from him.

After that I never saw him I was able to be happy again. Jimin moved to Daegu from Busan and we hung out. I told him about Kang and he was furious. B-but I never told him about the sex-sexual harrassment.

My life again went to hell when, while I was starting my first class of the day, Kang walked through those doors and I sunk into a darkness. When he saw me he smirked and I knew I was fucked.

Soon everyone hated me. Made fun of me for being gay. Kang made lies about me to everyone. People would tell me to kill myself, the most famous thing was calling me a "fag" but I grew numb to it. He told everyone I would spread my legs for almost anyone. "

I didn't even realise I was crying until a tear slipped. "T-Tae I'm so s-sorry that happened to you." He hugged me tight. "That's when I cut for the first time. I did it so much, one day almost doing a little too much." I hugged him tightly. "I'm so sorry baby."

"Dont say sorry it's not your fault. I shouldn't even be telling you this because you shouldn't have to worry about my stupid life."

I looked at Taehyung quickly. "Taehyung dont you ever say that. I appreciate you telling me this. Don't call this stupid because it sure as hell isn't."

"I wont hurt you ever Tae. I will love you like you deserve. I wont ever force you into anything. I will protect you and care for you because I love you Taehyung." Taehyung started crying more a clutched onto my shirt. "I love you too J-jungkook. Thank you so much" I kissed him gently and hugged him tight again.

"I'm sorry I ruined our happy lazy day." I said.

"You didn't kook. I am happier now. I feel some of the weight on my shoulders has lifted because I told you. You don't seem disgusted or weirded out so I'm really happy." I smiled.

"I will never be disgusted by you Taehyung. never!"

"I believe you Jungkookie."