LONG GONE | T.K FF

◇ Comforting TaeTae ◇

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Jungkook's P.o.v

I was woken up in the middle of the night by sobs. I looked over at Taehyung's bed and he wasnt there. I scrunched my face in confusion. I heard the sobs again and it sounded like they were coming from the bathroom. I got out of bed and slowly walked to the closed bathroom door. "Taehyung are you okay." I tried opening the door and it was locked. He was definitely in there.

"Taehyung unlock the door please." There was no movement, no anything.
"Please" nothing. I looked around the door for maybe a key and found one, hoping it was the one for the bathroom, luckily it was and when I walked in I saw Taehyung on the floor with a bloodied razer, my eyes widened after seeing the razer. "Taehyung what did you do!" I ran to his side.

"TaeTae did bad thing Kookie."he hiccuped half way through his sentence. "Taehyung why did you do this to yourself!?" He sobbed looking down at his thighs. "Taehyungie did not TaeTae. Taehyungie did this and let TaeTae through. Taehyungie was too sad." Why is he talking about himself in third person and using two nicknames. Wait?... He is in his little space. I think Jin told me about that.

Let me see what I can do I dont know what to do. "Okay TaeTae why did Taehyunie do this to you two?" He corrected me say the three of them. Jin told me about his other personality too. "Okay the three of you."

"Taehyungie had a bad dream and he got sad and when he is really sad he slips and TaeTae appears." He hiccuped once again. "What was Taehyung's dream about TaeTae?" Im trying my best talk as if they are two people but this is so fucking confusing. "Our Ex-boyfriend hurting Taehyungie." I frowned at this and hugged him.

"It will be okay TaeTae. He wont hurt Taehyung anymore." He sniffed, he was mostly done crying. "TaeTae's thighs hurt Kookie.... oopsie Taehyungie said not to call you Kookie. TaeTae sorry." I smiled at his cuteness. "Its okay you can call me Kookie if you want. Its cute." I felt him smile against my chest. "Yay! TaeTae happy now."

"Thats good, lets get you cleaned up and we can go to bed okay?" I released from the hug and he nodded. I got up and looked for a first-aid kit and found one in the cabinet. I sat back down on the ground next to Taehyung and cleaned the small cuts on his thighs. While I was cleaning them I found many scars from old cuts and found some on his arms. I frowned sadly.

I tried touching them but he grabbed my arm softly. "J-Jungkook." I looked up. "TaeTae?" He frowned and shook his head. "Taehyung?" He slowly nodded. "I-Im sorry I went into the bathroom s-so you couldnt hear m-me having a panic attack, and he usually comes out when I have an attack . I didnt want you to see me or TaeTae. I understand if you think im a freak." He looked down in shame. I softly grabbed his chin. "Hey you are not a freak, I would never think of you that way.

You are sweet and adorable, not a freak. And don't be sorry okay. Listen if you have a bad dream or anything of some sort you tell me and I will be there for you okay." He slowly nodded while a tear rolled down his cheek and I whipped it away. "O-okay" I nodded and finished cleaning his wounds. "Please dont do this to yourself Tae. Your body is to pretty for this, you are way too precious." He looked down again and mumbled 'I will try'.

"Come on lets go back to sleep." I got up and helped him stand, he is in pain. I understood and picked him up bridle style. He gasped and I saw a small blush form on his cheeks. I smiled softly.

I laid him down on his bed and covered him with his blankets. I tried to walk away but he grabbed my wrist. "P-please don't leave." I smiled slightly, he scooted over and I laid down next to him and embraced him.

Taehyung's p.o.v

I felt so ashamed. He had to see me like that the first day he met me. "I am sorry you had to see me like that Jungkook." He held me tighter and I sighed in contempment. "You don't need to be sorry love, I already told you that." I blushed at the nickname.

"Then thank you for this I needed it, you are the first person to comfort me after one of my episodes." "What about your parents?" He asked. "After I came out as gay they stopped really caring. Oh shit uhm I hope you dont get uncomfortable now."

"No no its okay. Im gay too."

"Oh. Okay" he chuckled softly and I giggled. "Goodnight Kook." I felt him smile against my head. "Goodnight Tae." And we both fell asleep peacefully."