i've buried my dreams in yesterday's tomb,
searching for hope in tomorrow's barren womb.
i need the kindness that i never asked for,
'cause i can't recognise myself anymore.
i'm tired of hiding it, it's suffocating me,
mixing my dreams, blurring my memories
right and wrong are distorted by pain,
you blame my silence and i blame your blind gaze
i'm jealous of a happy smile, i yearn for an embrace
but love is something that i just can't feign
i can't escape, i've lost to guilt in this game,
and i'm losing to my demons again.