Ready Yet
~Sasha Sloan
I know you know that
you messed up.
I see it in your eyes.
I know you wanna start over.
But sorry, can't change time.
It's hard for me to be mad at you.
I don't wanna be.
It's hard for me to be mad at you.
'Cause there's part of me
that loves you still.
Loves you still.
Always will, you know.
I just wanna be your friend again.
But there's some shit I can't forget.
I don't think I'm ready yet.
I just want the bad feelings to end.
Hit me up another time.
Maybe one day I'll change my mind.
Sometimes I just wanna call you.
But the time is never right.
Even though I really want to.
I can't leave it behind.
All that I want is to take you back.
Sorry, my heart doesn't work like that.
I don't think I'm ready yet.
-♡-
Chapter 26 : CHRISTMAS
ISABELLA'S POV
Dad asks,
" So what do you wanna do ?"
" Anything ?" I reply
" How about we go camping ?
Just us ?"
" I would love to " I say excitedly
" Decided , camping it is .
We'll be leaving on 26th morning ,
till then pack your bags and stuff " Dad says
" Yeah! " I say rather excitedly
" Oh hello mister ?
You both are going to help with decoration and stuff as well ! Tomorrow everyone's coming for dinner , remember?" Mom intervenes .
I know the odds are not in her favour as she doesn't enjoy camping much ,
But spending time with us ,
is what she wants so
she's happy nonetheless .
" Ally and Shahid are going to be there ?"
"Yes" Dad replies
"How many times should I remind you to add 'aunt' and 'uncle' before their names ?" Mom sighs
"Mom , I used to call them that but Ally doesn't like that at all "
"She is right , Shahid says the uncle tag makes him look old " Dad joins
"Typical of them" Mom sighs yet again , lol !
" Also , after all that I'll need to get back to work so I won't be able to spend much time with you , I am sorry kiddo " saying that , he ruffles my hair
" It's okay as long as you try to avoid your #mobile during camping"
" I'll 'try' to avoid"
Obviously I can't say don't carry it , because dad has to respond to some important messages on time .
Besides whenever he doesn't need it, I can use it to click pictures. After all it's IPhone X .
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