The kid in Azkaban

Chapter 4

I couldn't breath. My breath was quickening. My mind was racing as I squeezed my eyes shut. I don't know what's going on. "Si-." Deep Breath. "Sir-." Deep breath. "Sirius-. Deep breath. "Help he-." Deep breath."Help."
"Alex what's going on?!

"HELP HELP ALEX NEEDS HELP!
Now you would think who would help me I'm in Azkaban. But not everyone is heartless. I was breathing heavily. I felt someone scoop me up. The smell of potions and greasy hair. I curled my fist around the persons sleeve. Trying to let air get in my lungs.

"Stay with me lily keep your eyes open." Whose lily I asked in my mind. I keep my eyes open breathing heavily. My eyes were lowering as the person carried me somewhere. I closed my eyes letting the blackness fill my mind.

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Dream
I was standing on the side of a lake tossing rocks into the lake. I saw a black figure come to me. It formed into Voldemort. "You must follow me Alex, We must defeat Harry Potter. Or you will die. I thought for a while until I realized something. This isn't real Alex-logic-you are dreaming. (Since when did this turn into divergent? 😂) "I'm not afraid of you Voldemort. You see my biggest fear is fear it self but that's something I've over come. With you that is. You're not a good person-neither am I but you never will be no one will ever love you. They're just scared of what you can do, what you are. But I'm no longer afraid So get the bloody hell out of my dream!"
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I woke up with a start. Severus was holding onto my hand. I looked up at him startled. He had tears coming out of his eyes and he tried to hide it.

"It's okay to have emotions Severus. You hold them in so you explode on other people just let it out you know?" He looked at me and nodded slightly. He hugged me tightly. Its almost as if something changed-a light switch that turned on and allowed him to be free of his emotionless mask. I hugged that man back. He was crying on my shoulder.

"I will get you out of Azkaban I promise, Alex." He said. I nodded. "Severous I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't mean to." I said as I cried. He rocked me. "I don't want to go back please don't make me go back." I cried. Suddenly Sawyer burst into the small room. "No no no no no." I whispered.

Sawyer dragged me out into the hallway into my cell. I heard Severus calling my name. I cried as I hid under the bed as a Dementer passed. I wasn't afraid of the Dementer. I was afraid of my past it would remind me of.

"Alex are you okay you had a panic attack?!" Sirius said.

"Yea." I answered in only one word sentences.

"Alex I have a plan to escape." He whispered. "You want to come with?"

"No Severus promised I would be out soon. If I get caught they would just bring me back. But if I'm not out in a week come back for me." I instructed.